Born and raised in the Deep South where homophobia is the way of life for a lot of people . You would be characterized as " not right in the head " if you were to go against the belief of homophobia . So I have been keeping the secret that I was bisexual for almost my entire life , it first started when I was a young girl , bruises and mental scars caused my first thoughts about liking girls in a more than casual way because at that time I was afraid of having anything thing to do with boys or men because all they did to me all of my young life was abuse , rape and the very worst abandon me . While at that time the female figures were nothing but nice and caring to me therefore beginning my curiosity about the same sex.