It's complicated

Its complicated

The world is full of what ifs, thoughts and doubts. I myself know that we all need to learn to not believe all we see and or hear. The world is just a big question that we will never be able to answer even if we try. As for me I really try not to think much because it leads to hopes which leads to destruction when you realize that you set yourself up for failure.

Where are my manners right? My name is Analiah (pronounced Analeah) and I have lived in earth for as long as I was kicked out of the garden. If I didn’t come from earth then what am I?

Well I am what you Gormens see as spiritual beings with halos and white wings. The wings is wrong, for as long as I have existed I have never once had wings nor seen anyone with wings in the garden or in heaven. The halo part is worst, I mean why in the name of nature, would we have a floating donut on the top of our heads that would follow us wherever we went. To me whoever created that image of angels was totally doing something illegal.

Now you know all those magical creatures like faeries, dwarfs, ghosts, demons and unicorns? Well they are all real……. Well I am not exactly sure about unicorns……sorry. Lies you say, well how would you know if you are only awake at the time that they are asleep. Most of these creatures lurk in the dark because they don’t want to be seen and some even hate gormens like yourself. Your know what I think it’s time for me to stop talking and stop telling all the wonderful secrets that are supposed to stay well… a secret.

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You know sometimes I think that the big boss up in his throne has his favorite gormens as well as angels and I was not one of them, sadly. I was the only angel that had brown eyes with a blue ring close to the pupil, most angels’ eyes are completely blue or light green. My hair was extremely fine, black with bright red strands and long, while a normal angel’s was thick ash blonde and short. All in all amongst the angel community I was known as the mistake. It was rumored that when creator angels were creating me that a clumsy angel accidentally dropped demon blood into the light where I was being created. The whole creating process is difficult to explain. We angels are created from light and semi demons are created from the darkness. I say semi because a full demon is or at one point was an angel, they are semi because they are created from a bad replica of our light.

So anyways since I looked different and acted different the angel in charge of all of us sent me to work in the garden and to make sure that no evil force got inside. I was doing a great job that was until I got bored and decided to go inside the garden myself. The garden was beautiful; there were flowers everywhere. The animals were nice and all in all it was like heaven basically. I was entranced by its beauty that I did not see a certain snake slither its was inside the beautiful garden until it was too late. I was about to go back on duty when I heard the thunder and felt the garden shake. I felt his presence immediately.  You know that feeling you get when its cold outside and you go into a warm house or store, that calming warmth? Well that was what I felt. After that I am pretty sure that you know what happened next, the two creatures were turned gormens and sent down to earth to pay for their disobedience, the snake was sent to the darkest and hottest pits of the earth and I was sent along with Adam and the girl whose name I always forget.

So here I am a million years later walking down the busy streets of downtown Houston where there are many one way streets. Like both Adam and that chick, I had to adapt to earth as it adapted itself. I became a psychologist helping guide people to a better them.

“Oh my thank god I found you Analiah. I did what you told me to do and guess what I haven’t had a cup of coffee in 2 hours.” Smiled a proud client.

“That’s great let’s shoot for a whole month next time, ok?” I smiled warmly and pushed him out of the way.

All the years I have spent living with the gormen, I have noticed that they are the most bitchy and self-centered creatures that were ever created! I mean c’mon I am pretty sure that if the love of your life cheated on you than that proves that he really wasn’t the love of your life. How hard can that be to put together?!

As I was about to enter my office I felt a cold wave hit me. Since I wound never pay attention in the angel orientation I don’t know what it means. I decided to walk inside with caution. As I was about close the door someone grabbed my neck and held me up against the door. The certain person looked to be of power. He wasn’t a demon but something far worst, something of another universe or dimension.

“A fallen angel walking earth? Why has no angel killed you? Doesn’t matter I will finish the job.” Said the offender, a hot offender may I add.

“Let me go now! I was kicked out of heaven and the garden but I wasn’t disowned, I am still of the light side you morron now let me go.” I looked at him straight in the eyes.

“That is weird, angels usually disown and mark the fallen angels. Tell me why did they show mercy?”

“I did not turn my back on the light but simply made a stupid mistake.” I answered.

“I bet, to get you kicked out.” He smirked.

He let me go but still kept an eye on me.

“Who the fuck are you and what are you doing here?” I asked.

“I would be careful with that mouth of yours. No god tolerates being cursed at.” He glared at me.

“God? What god are you?”

“Hermes.” He smirked proudly.

“Oh no, why would someone send a Greek god over here much less a tool.” I glared.

“Hey watch it there angel. You guys are basically tools yourself.” He fired back.

“What are you doing here Greek? “ I asked exasperated.

“I was here for a therapy session from a ‘hot girl’ but I didn’t know that girl was a fallen one.” He said ready to leave.

“Oh please like I would ever invite a Greek in here.” I said.

“No but you did invite vampires, dwarfs, faeries and many other of those freaks you give therapy to other than humans.”

“They actually have manners not like other people.”

“Oh please save your straight forward compliments angel. No need to flatter me.” He added with a wink.

“I think your ego needs some flattening.”

“As much as I love this thing we are having here I am sorry to say that I have other things to do. See you later angel.”

“Oh please.” I got out just before he closed the door.

That was the sexiest god I have ever seen.