So I'm in geography right now and apparently there might be a fight after school that I'm sadly not going to witness just like all the others.. But last week my cousin Sarah got into a fight and she lost but only because someone else jumped into it and pulled her off of the other person.she is suspended for 2 days which kinda sucks big time but there is nothing I can do about it. Then during English today we were talking about how dating in high school is basically just hormones and doesn't mean anything and then my friend elleina looked at me when they said that and said my name like she was accusing me about just dating because of my hormones.so I got really mad about that and I wouldn't talk to her and she felt really bad because she knows how much I care for Matthew(which is a lot btw).but she apologized at lunch and I said I forgive you but I'm still mad. Then she explained that she was talking about my past relationships which makes sense especially the one right before Matthew with a guy named Dakota who didn't even liked me and only wanted to get in my pants.which I was gunna let him until I found out he was cheating on me and I cried but the only reasons I did was because I still didn't cry over kurtis so yea that's why I cried.but then I met Matthew and we talked me we ended up dating the next day me I've been really happy ever since...and I really think I want to marry home whenever I get older and out of college.we will be dating for 2 months in three days! That's a lot longer than any of my other past relationships have lasted other than one but I'm planing on beating that record with Matthew and him to be my last. Ok that's all for today byee love you guys and I'll try to update my other books soon.