It's hard to love someone and for them to know, but not say anything. It's hard being different, not knowing what everyone will think or if people will stay.
I'm in love with a girl, my best friend. I know she will never return those feelings.
I don't see her gender, all I see is the person I love, I don't care if she's a boy or a girl, but a lot of people do.
I want to be able to be with her and not have to worry about anyone discriminating.
She's the only light left in my life, and even so, I feel like I'm losing her. Soon, I feel like I won't even exist in her life.
People don't believe in teenage love, but this I can feel is different. I can always be myself around her, I'm not afraid to show any of the bad of myself to her and the same goes for her.
I wish she would love me back, but I know it's all just a lost cause.
Because part of this world doesn't like who I am, and I am afraid to ever show that part of me.
