Carmen

Mon amour, je sais que tu m'aimes aussi

Tu as besoin de moi

Tu es besoin de moi dans ta vie

Tu ne peux plus vivre sans moi

Et je mourrais sans toi

Je tuerais pour toi.

I remember that year so vividly, it was wild, crazy, it was exhilerating. Sometimes I wish things could go back to how they were... i'd give anything to see them again. I'd give anything to see him again.

*1 year earlier* 

"Hey! Carmen! Want another drink?" 

I hear from across the room. My head is spinning, and my body is numb. There are people everywhere, and music blasting.

Where am I?

I find myself in a kitchen, among other kids my age. Someone shoves a cup into my hand, and I stare down at the brown liquid. And then I drink it...it doesn't taste very good, yet it is somehow addicting. Then I find myself in a crowd of people who are dancing and yelling, I just stand there... watching them. They look happy, like they're having fun.. I wonder what it feels like.

The room spins faster, and I start to see red and blue lights flashing in the distance. 

"POLICE!" Someone yells, and all at once, people scatter, running in all directions. But from what? Suddenly it clicks in my head, I'm at a highschool party, I am 17, drunk, and the police are here.

I run around, searching for a door... I look outside at my friends being arrested, and the men in suits... coming towards the door... I find the back door, and I run... faster than I've ever run before... The air burns my lungs, and I feel sick, but I ignore it. 

I don't remember anything after that.

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Hey Guys, So this is a Lana Del Rey fanfiction based of the song "Carmen"

This is my first FanFic, so bear with me! Let me know if you like it! 

<3 <3

P.s On the side is a picture of Emily Rudd, who Plays Carmen in this story.