BINABASA MO ANG

Under the Moonlight

Teen Fiction

If you only have 30 days left to live, what would you do? And most importantly, how can you live? How can you live your life knowing every second you spend living it will all be taken away from you in the end? This is a story that will make you rea...

30 days

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ni chaoticMissA

ni chaoticMissA

April 22,2007

11:48 pm

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I lie awake in my bed reminiscing all the happy moments I've spent here on Earth with my family and friends. Yes, it's hard to accept, especially when you're as young as me. I'm only 17 but I was chosen to deal with a lifelong nightmare. I want to cry but I feel numb. It's as if the whole world stopped in front of me and I'm the only one left moving. I'm the only one left to endure the pain.

I'm Beatriz Jimenez, a cancer patient. I had nothing left to do but let myself be hospitalized for the rest of my life. Well, I'm only left with 30 days so there's really not much problem.

30 days..........

Why don't they just make it 3????? The shorter, the lesser pain.

I can't help but question myself. Did I do something wrong? Am I not worthy to live? If I am, then why do I have to suffer?

Is it because I'm a bad person?Is it because I don't value life?

But..... I do.

All my life, I never wanted anything but to make others feel happy and contented. I never put myself ahead of anyone. If given the chance, I would give anything for the hapiness of all the people around me. I may have done some wrong, but I pay it back with more GOOD. I'm a good person. Why did it have to be me??

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Thanks for reading the first chapter!!! XD Kamsahamnida!!!!

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** chaoticMissA