Chandler and Carl grimes imagines

Abusive Pt2

Carl's POV

My dad came over and he looked pissed...

I started punching Ron cuz he was also involved with it.

My dad grabbed me and put me in a chokehold so I would move and to calm down

"This is illegal" I said.

"Carl what the fuck are you doing shooting people and punching people and why the hell are you wet" he said angrily.

"Here's the reason" I said and handed him the note that (Y/N) wrote. "Alright Carl even though that happened to your girlfriend it doesn't give you any right to kill anybody" he said sympathetically.

"You don't understand" I yelled and ran off to (Y/N)'s house. I was looking around in her bathroom and found everything in the cabinets pills,blades,Band-Aids,and everything.

I sat on the toliet then I realized I was ankle deep in water. That's when I realized I needed to turn off the shower. I walked around the house. Then I walked around her room. I sat there on her bed and cried and cried  for hours.

Then my dad came in. I was trying to stop crying cuz I don't like people to hear or see me crying. "Carl come on stop crying and let's go home" he said.

Fine I said. I walked over to (Y/N)'s dresser I took the picture of me and her and the bracket I give her and walked over to the mirror both of my eyes were red and puffy so I put my hat on to cover them up. Then i walked out and didn't speak to any one.

When I got home I ran to my room and locked my door. I put the picture of me and (your name) on my nightstand.

I then went to my closet and put on just a pair of shorts. I layer on my bed trying to go to sleep but I couldn't the memory of her dying in my arms keep flooding in my mind all night long.

Omg I almost cried writing this.

Any way next part will be up soon.