No Love Without Pain

Chapter 4

2 Weeks Later Nina

I was still debating on the whole Baek and Kihyun thing. I talked to Baek's mom and she said she completely understood. At least she still cares about me. I don't know if Baek or Kihyun do anymore.

" Fuck." I ran to the bathroom and threw up. A lot. Jesus Christ am I pregnant too? Shit. Sorry excuse my French.

I grabbed my phone and called the only one who could help me. Iris. I could talk to her whenever.

" Hey Nina what's up?" Thank god for caller I.D.

" Um what would you say if I were... pregnant too?" I bit my lip.

" Oh shit. Come over now we need to see. I'll get Ashley to run to the store real quick. You just come here okay?"

"O-okay." There was no doubt that this was that mans baby because Baek and I only had sex once. And that was when I lost my virginity. But this is still my baby. And its not the baby's fault it's father raped me.

I quickly got ready and made my way downstairs. Iris's parents still don't know. What will my parents say? Im sure Iris's parents will be happy considering how much they love Ashley. If I am then... am I doing this alone? I don't know what im gonna do!

5 Minutes Later Iris

" I don't know what im gonna do!" Nina freaked out flopping on our couch.

" I know I know."

" I don't wanna ask for your help because you'll have a little one as well. My parents would kill me I have no job but I can easily get one. I won't be able to go to the college I want. And plus its gonna be that rapist baby!" Iris flinched.

" Im sorry Iris I just-"

" No its okay. Well Ashley and I have been talking. And he feels this place is too small for a baby and us so we are planning to move. And he said if you wanted to then you could move with us. And even when I mentioned you being pregnant he said that he would still love if you did. Especially if our babies are... related." Iris softly smiled.

" So your not... scared of the baby is his anymore?" She smiled wider and shook her head.

" It doesn't matter. Maybe it would be a good thing. We could be a real family."

" Hey we are real family." I hugged her.

" Im home! I got it." Ashley walked over to us and gave me a hug.

" Hey it'll be okay. I promise." God I love my big brother so much. My oppa.

" Thank you Ashley oppa." I whispered.

" No problem yeodongsaeng." I looked up.

" You learned little sister in Korean? For me?"

" Of course. You are my yeodongsaeng after all." He smiled. Fuck. Why is he so perfectly perfect. In a brotherly/ friend way.

" Iris you've got yourself one hell of a man."

" Thanks I know. And im gonna keep him around for a very long time." When they look into each others eyes the room gets all weird. A good weird.

" Okay so I guess im gonna go to the bathroom now."

" We'll be out here if you need us." She rubbed my arm. I nodded and read everything. Once I followed all the steps I just had to wait.

Iris

" Ash? The doctors office is calling. Could you...? Im too scared and I wanna wait for Nina."

" Of course." He took my phone and answered.

" Uhuh. Yeah. Really? Well thank you so much have a good day. Thank you. Bye bye." He smiled.

" Is it?" He walked over to me and kissed me.

" Its his. But im still happy. Are you okay?"

" I can't say im surprised. But it is still our baby. And maybe the baby will have a brother or sister the same age." He nodded.

" I love you baby."

" I love you too." Nina walked out. She was expressionless.

" Im gonna have a baby..." She started to cry.

" Well my baby is gonna have a brother or sister. The doctor called." I looked down at my stomach.

" Oh Iris im so sorry."

" Im not we're in this together." She hugged me.

" Yeah in this together." Ashley came over and hugged us both.

" Both of my girls are gonna be alright as long as im around." He kissed us on the head.

" Thank you guys. This means a lot. I don't know what I would do without you." Nina sat down on the couch and burst into tears.

1 Week Later Iris

" What?!"

" Yes I I'm pregnant. And it's not Ashley's." My parents faces turned from shocked to sympathetic.

" Oh baby. It'll be okay. Have you thought about...?"

" No no. Not at all. Ash and I are gonna raise and take care of the baby."

" This a big responsible. Are you sure?" My mom looked at us in concern.

" We are getting everything ready I can assure you. We're gonna be moving to a bigger house. And Nina is moving in. I'll make sure they are safe, happy, and healthy." Ash explained.

" Thank you Ash that really makes us feel better about this. All stress aside Denis we are gonna have a grand baby." She smiled at dad.

" A beautiful grand baby at that." He smiled.

" Thank you guys for not killing my angel." Ash kissed my head.

" We would never Ash." Joey ran in here.

" Ashte! Sissy!" He jumped in my arms and moved to sit between us.

" You guys are gonna be wonderful parents."

Nina

" Mom? Dad? Could you come here? I need to show you something." Ever since the incident they have been around the house more and we've actually been bonding.

" What's up kiddo?" My dad came in first. Then mom. Mom sat with me on the bed and dad sat on my desk chair.

" Well so not long ago I found out something. I just hope you won't be ashamed or angry at me."

" Oh honey it's okay. Just tell us." I nodded.

" Well I-" I stopped. I reached over to my nightstand to pull out the picture. It was the baby. I fall asleep with it by my side every night.

" So the man that... you know... he left me with something." I held the picture up.

" Oh god. Baby. Are you gonna keep it or...?"

" I'm keeping it. Do you hate me?"

" No. No sweetie we could never hate you. Whatever you need we are here for you." I hugged them. Wow at least they don't hate me.

Omg that was a huge slap in the face huh? Lol this story is getting crazy. By the way this cute little panda is gonna be in the story. I don't know when yet but he is gonna be in this book a lot.