I lost my soul I have erase everything that makes me Who I am I have travel across the world countries I thought I will never see just to do what I do everyday HIDE.
I have cried myself a lake and build myself a boat out of all of my thoughts but have yet to sail to find myself.
I'm scared to be alone Ha I laugh because I came in this World alone why am I so afraid to be alone?
Maybe I'm just scared to face myself The me who puts herself on a pedestal and see the broken pieces?
Scars I have Harvard in me trying to pretend I don't feel it's peeling.
Relationships that broke me to my knees my unstable fill in that took pieces of me I will never get back.
Trying to patch myself back together drinking my own blood to keep me alive.
But it's so toxic
It's just poisoning me
Inside I am dying
Screaming and begging to be saved.
I have erase everything that made me who I am I have lost my soul.
And it no longer recognize me.
So I set sail.
M.N
