what i want

Do you know?

Do you know how hard it is? I see that you still like him, but he messed up. I want to be with you, and yet I know I'll never be what you want. Is that selfish of me, should I be ashamed? But everytime I see you, I cant help but think, wow you're beautiful, you're amazing, you're so nice. Your smile makes me smile, I gi through each day waiting to hear you voice, wanting to see your face, hoping beyond hope that you'll like me the same way. But you don't and it's really okay, I'm used to things happening this way. I just want you to understand, how I feel, that if it wasn't for you, I would be gone for real. I care about you beautiful, far more than myself. You're always there for me, when I'm feeling down, even if I feel like I'll hurt you, you won't let me ride alone. I just wish you would give me a chance, I mean even if it doesn't work out, I would still be your friend. Just please if you think that I'm not worth the chance, tell me, don't let me slip through your hands like simple worthless grains of sand...