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💫002 - Me or Him Part 2

" JINYOUNG!!!!"

"NYOUNGIEEE BABE!!!"

"JINYOUNG HYUNG!!!!"

"beeeaaappppppppp"

That's the last thing heard before I block out.......

FLASHBACK

Mark POV

When jinyoungieee ran outside I followed him to explain what happened and clear what ever our misunderstanding we have. But someone was following me its the person I don't wanna see or talk the person I hate the most and its bambam.

"Hyunggg wait up let's go inside talk about it " as the younger protest

"Damn it bambam stop pestering me LEAVE ME ALONE!! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT" i shouted at him

"Mark hyunggg this isn't my fault because your mine first , I love you since trainee days , before jinyoung hyung came in the picture"

Upon hearing what he said i got angry and slap him hard until he falls down and cry. 

" I LOVE YOU AS A BROTHER AND NOT MORE THAN THAT!! ... ACCEPT IT I LOVE JINYOUNG MY LIFE REVOLVES ON HIM  ONLY HIM STOP DAY DREAMING ABOUT ME AND MOVE ON!!! " , i said angry before i leave him .

After i clear out our misunderstanding  I ran to find jinyoung but i bump to my parents

" Yi-enn" as my mom say 

"Omma , accept it I will not love bambam as you both want he's only my brother . Please accept it ... I love jinyoung only him "

As I say that they nodded

Then I ran before that I heard my brother says " hyung go find your love , your cute together  I hope you fixed it fighting!!!!"

I just nodded and ran with my members.....

While searching i heard  younjae shout : 

"Mark hyunggggg , I saw jinyoung hyung is there running to other side of the road " 

When I turned around I saw him  I try to stop him 

"Nyoungieeeee babe please!! " I pleaded

"STOP FOLLOWING ME!!!" he said

He ran acrossing thee road before i can grab him ..... I HEARD A LOUD "BEAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP" .....

I saw him hit by the car and land infront me covered of blood...

NYOUNGIEEEEEE , I hugged him and I shouted call the ambulance while crying.

End of the Falshback

Mark POV

Seeing my beloved nyoung in the hospital bed was the worst feeling and nightmare, bandage on his head bruises in his face and shoulder. I can't believe this happened , I just hold his hands and silent cried....

While I'm busy in my thought and crying the door slammed open the rest of the group members got inside.

"Hyung hows jinyoung hyung?" as the maknae

"Gyeom , the doctor said that he'll be okay just few bruises and there is no internal bleeding so we're lucky" i stated

Looking to my members I saw their sadness and gloomy face . But the person I hate most was there as well....

"Hyung I'm sorry what happened to nyoung hyung because me this happened I can't get over you" as  bambam cried

" Good thing you knew this is your fault and learn to accept it as soon as possible , because after this when nyoung woke up never talk to me or don't get near our relation before will not happen anymore, I'll never trust you and better leave this room. "  i sassy said to him..

He leave the room silently while crying together all the members. After awhile I heard Nyoung grown ...

" ARGHHHHHH  water" 

as soon as I heard it I ran to him .....

JINYOUNG POV

"ARGHHHHH  water please....!!!!" I groan

I hate this feeling my body was soar and I have a terrible headache ...... arghhhhh i hate this

As soon as I open my eyes I saw mark hyung standing behind me and hugged me tightly while crying....

" Nyounggggg I'm so sorry don't leave I love you so much " mark stated while hugging me tightly

I just froze in my place and I can't speak .... I just embrace him tightly and crying in his shoulder that I miss so much also his scent that  I miss.......

After couple of minutes he release me and then I look at him into his eyes ask him , hyung do love me or him?? because you're always with him and your smile was genuine when with him than me .. And if you chose him I'll understand  , I'm letting you go for your happiness .. as i said while crying......

"NO , I WANT YOU ON ONLY  NO BAMBAM IN THE PICTURE BUT YOU ONLY THAT I LOVE AND IN MY HEART and I KISS HIM HUNGRILY" 

He kiss me and I responded ..... I miss this feeling .....

The feeling of to love and to be love. I miss my mark hyung his sweet kiss , his warm hug hi scent I miss so much...

And I learn from this situation believe in your love for each other and trust his love for you . Don't be insecure to others because in the end he will always choose you and love you  . And you alone is the best thing happens in his life

END

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This is the end of the story , sorry guys the ending a little bit of rush I just have a writers block..

Sorry also for the wrong grammar hehe

See you for the next time :)

xoxo 

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