----2 days from Cole’s Arrival----
We finally get to take Cole home.. I am nervous and I am excited at the same time. I still go to school and I am still engaged. Cole was born January 23, 2014. We have decided to get married May 2nd 2014. I haven’t decided anything for the wedding except for the date. I still have to get a venue. And I have to get a dress, I also have to get bridesmaids and crap like that.
I haven’t talked to my while (6 months or something). So I call her and I tell her all that has happened. She yells through the phone and says to delete her number and never what to speak to me again. So I hang up and threw my phone at the wall and dented the wall and broke my phone.
I run to Dante which he is in the bathroom about to take a shower. Before he takes off his boxers I go up to him and tell him what happened and the just put his clothes on and took me to the couch and I showed him the dent, then I showed him my phone…. I grab him and take him to the bed room and have him cuddle with me.
----2 hours later----
I guess I fell asleep with Dante in my arms. I wake up to Cole crying, im guessing it time to eat for him. I get to his room and see him he smiles and puts his arms up. I pick him up, and I was way off I have to change his diaper it stinks. BAD. So I change his diaper and feed him through a bottle. I don’t breast feed because I just put it all in a bottle so it’s easier for me.
I put him in his crib and call the high school and tell them I gave birth and Dante’s mom is going to home school me.
The principle agreed and told me to stay safe and don’t screw up your life. Even thought I already did. I just say I won’t and I hang up. I put the home phone on the jack and I go to the living room and watch some Netflix.
After I get done watching Doctor Who, I get Cole and give him a bottle. I rock him back and forth so he falls back asleep. Dante went to the store to get baby formula and food and diapers.
When Dante gets back home I put everything away and put Cole in my arms and I feed again. He is one hungry baby. I am just glad that I didn’t have a miscarriage. I am thankful that Cole is a very happy and healthy baby. I am also thankful for Dante; he is one amazing awesome person <3.
I walk out of the living room and go outside. Because I hear a knock, I open the door to see roses and a card. I open the card and it says –take me back love from Shane. I rip the card and take the flowers anyways because there roses. Roses are my favorite flower to.. I hate Shane with all of my guts. He is the reason I have cuts and scars. I have never told Dante that I cut myself and nor will I ever.
