(Lol sorry I haven't wrote in a bit)
~monday~
My mum just came in and I was hiding under my bed scrolling through my Instagram and all ive gotten is hate and dread and I only have my friend bubble who defends me. I want to set my self free. But I can't "Honey are you okay?" But I won't answer her I hate school everyone Hates me can't I just be left A L O N E "HONEY ARE YOU OKAY COME ON LETS GO TO SCHOOL" no I won't go I hate S C HOOL 😭 just leave me alone mum "mum?" "Honey come out were are u ?!" I not answering her and I'm covered by my black books and stuff ( lol ) my mum gave up and said "Stay home and I'll go to WORK THEN." Bubble is texting so I'll talk as soon as my mum leaves.(I LOVE YA BUBBL3) and as I'm talking she's listening to mealonie Martinez 💕❤
I hear the car leaving so grab out my journal black like my soul and future so I write "hello, my only other friend can you please like me or help me find the meaning to life, Lord please help me find myself". I jump up back to my bed filled up of nightmares I find my Teddy's and get all angry and start to tear up all the Teddy's heads off. laughing insanely and I feel safe by this and happy now I want to feel more than this so I rip the arm off.... But I just looked to see what I've done I just.... Ripped.... The.... Arm... From... My.... Baby..... Teddy. I gotta stitch this back on right now. I just ran to my mums sowing room to find the stuff so I looked to find it now Ive found it and I'll run and fix it hopefully it won't hurt it (heh) hope it stays together (I got this parts idea from Mealoine Martinez songs) WELL HOPEFUEELY MORE PEPL READ THUS
BUB BAI
