.
I thought you were all I needed to get better,
To start loving myself again,
Or at least be content with who I am.
Fuck, thats all I wanted.
No, needed.
I needed you to be enough, I needed you to put the pieces back together because I cant do it alone.
But,
You weren't enough, and it hurts me more than you think.
You may be hurt by my words,
But baby I'm dying.
And there's nothing I can do.
I thought you'd be able to fix me,
Make everything better, and we could go back to how we were.
But there is no going back, I'm not the same person I was before.
You used to make me happy, and glim with happiness.
And I will always love you, but you simply aren't enough for me anymore.
But God I wish you were.
This is a battle within myself and no one can win this war but me.
And believe me, Ive tried, but the self loath is just too overpowering.
I'll grab my sword and fight a little more, for you and for us.
But it'll never be enough.
I dont think I'm gonna win this battle, let alone the war.
I wish you were enough.
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A/n: Oh I have so many ideas going through my head and i cant wait ti write them down show them to you.
Its gonna be a gr8 year full of nothing but achievements.
THANK YOU AND PLS DONT FORGET TI VOTE AND COMMENT 🖤
