Loved You First (Larry Stylinson)

Prologue

If you look into my eyes and past the fake smile.
What would you see?
You would see lies and fake hope,
you would see pain and sadness.
You would see fear.
The fear of being forgotten,
the fear of being completely alone.
If you really looked at me,
you would see a shattered heart,
a lanky 19 year old boy,
dull gray eyes, that used to be green,
curls that aren't so curly anymore,
and an extreme amount of love for a boy that is completely out of my reach.