It's Just Life

2017

This obviously doesn't start at 2017 it starts....in December. Well my friends hadn't really changed I was still lonely and they well...they were them. I had become well friends with a guy who I can't think of another name for. But I saw him as more than a friend but that becomes more important later. But my bros 18th came around let's say I completely ruined it. I had an argument with Sophie and she stopped talking to me then I freaked out and cried in my room most the night and ran away. My dad found me(quite easily) but was pissed at me but more so Sophie coz she put me on that position. He texted her and shit I apologized for his text then she decided to come back. How I wanted to rip the bitches fucking head of-how I wanted to yell at her but I didn't I was relieved that she was speaking to me. Haha that chick she doesn't know how much I care like she's not very nice to me sometimes but haha I love her. But that was a thing... I was sorta lost the next couple weeks. Didn't know wat I was doin. So a couple weeks later me and Sophie catch up. For a change we were at my dads house, and that was pretty fun. We made a cubby house like how can't u say that's fun? Then yea last week of school=excursion so we went to the beach were Sophie left me coz well...water activities were...not achievable for me. So I started talking to the guy I was talking about earlier can't remember much of that conversation besides him calling me pretty and shit I always go red af when he compliments me. Ebony came back and I was like yay friends and I left the guy. Sophie was gonna leave me again but I was like I need to pee if u come with me to pee I'll yea try water activities so yea she did that then nope time was up so we went to the grass where Sophie turned into John Cena(only she knows). Sophie also took a picture of me that...showed a little more than it should. Of course that guy couldn't ignore it and pointed it out...(Ima call that guy guy coz easier). So yea we got lunch...and ice cream but then...there was the bus ride back. One of Sophie's friends made a drink...for wat I remember it had Pepsi, water and jelly beans in it. It went a grey greeny sorta color. Everyone was trying it till eventually Sophie did. She said it tasted like the jelly beans. So eventually I worked up the courage to try it. It didn't taste bad or good just...odd. Then when we got off the bus things like cigarette butts and dirt were added that was...fun no one would drink it. We came to a conclusion that that drink would give you every kind of cancer so that's...fun. So then school holidays became a thing and there wasn't all that much to do so majority of the holidays were pointless but me and guy had started really liking each other then eventually we became a thing it's long distance neither of us kno if we want it so it's pretty much doomed but oh well it happens. Sooooo that's my last few months I guess probably not descriptive enough but idk shhhhh.

Hey I'm half asleep so u kno anyways
CYA😜