HAFSA'S POV:
I once heard someone saying 'Heart break is the part of love and even if it hurts like hell, it still has its own charm'
But right now, i wanted that person to come infront of me so i could pull out his food pipe and strangle him to death...
Because Heartbreak sucks...
It surely hurts like hell but i can't find any charm in it...
I never thought i would be one of those who love someone secretly..I always wanted love...a pure halaal love but i never asked for pain. But all i got was pain by loving someone who doesn't love me back...
I feel like a fool to let these feelings control me but what can i do? These are feelings and i can't stop them even if i want to...
Wherever i go, whatever i do, the only person in my mind is Adeel...Even though, i tried my best to avoid him but i couldn't pull his thoughts out of mind...He is everywhere i go...He has captured my mind and heart...And the only one who can help me through this is ALLAH!!!
Now a days i spent most of the time praying because it was only Allah who really understood my heart ache and it also helped me to get rid of Adeel's thoughts for some time...
I was sitting on prayer rug and reading quran when i heard the creak of door from behind, indicating that someone entered my room...I completed reading ruko and then looked behind to see Hanna standing near door and a wide smile flashed on my face...
I quickly got up and attacked her with a bone crashing hug...I was seeing her after 6 months and i had missed her soooo much...
"Oh my Allah!!! I missed you soooooo much" I exclaimed, still not breaking the hug...
"Me too habibti...But do you realize you are about to divide all my bones into two pieces??"Hanna said and chuckled
"Sorry...I just got over excited" i said and smiled sheepishly..
"I didn't knew you missed me so much" Hanna said and seated herself on the bed
"Ofcourse How would you know? You are too busy with your husband" i said and rolled my eyes
"Ooooo....so you are jealous of my husband?" Hanna teased
"Ofcourse i am...After all i had to share you with him..." I replied
"Awww....don't be sad...Your place in my heart is safe.." Hanna said patting her heart
"Don't flatter yourself...I was just kidding" i said and sticked out my tongue at her, gaining a smack from her on my head
"Owww...it hurts"i whined
"It was meant to" Hanna replied and now it was her time to stick out her tongue at me...
"So...How did we got the honour of your visit?" I said sitting cross legged on my bed...
"I actually heard about Adeel and Ambiya, so i had come to congratulate them...After going there, i came here and told Meeran that i will stay for few days" Hanna said
"Oh..." i replied..Suddenly, i felt the pain inside me...All the distractions went into vain and i was again at the same place, with my heart crying over my one sided feelings..
"Are you ok?" Hanna asked and i looked at her,quickly masking my pain with a smile
"Yupp..."i replied, trying to be cheerful..
"But your eyes tell a different story..." Hanna said
"My eyes don't tell anything" i smiled and chuckled
YOU ARE READING
FRIENDSHIP TO LOVE
Spiritual"I need my Hafsa back"he whispered and i stared at him There was a lot to say but my tongue remained tied I wanted to apologize but couldn't I wanted to tell him how much i love him but couldn't It was so simple...yet so complicated What had changed...
