Jeresy's Shocking lover's

A/N this is on based on the last show 1-12-12. My friend Ashley came up with the title

I watched the only man I'd ever love walking out that door with suitcase in hand. I know we both were in love because what happened our last time together. He walked the door we were till joined hand and hand, when we pulled apart my heart broke and I felt sick. He said he would write everyday. I went into my empty roomturning off the light and I just cried myself to sleep thinking about the first time we all met

The first time everyone met

I remember when he first walked through that door having no idea that I'd fall in love. When I unpacking he walked in the room looking up at introducing himself.

"Hi I'm Vinny I guess we'll be roommates. What your name."

"Pauly D." I could tell in his eyes he smitten too so we shot each other smiles and put our stuff away. My heart couldn't stop beating fast I plan to see I was nervous and sweating.

"You feeling ok. You look like you're not feeling well."

"It's hot in here. I'm fine." I had on a wife beater and shorts I knew I couldn't be hot. He dressed like me. In my mind I wanted throw Vinny down on the bed kissing him long and good while pulling off his clothes. I also wondered what he'd look like naked. The other guys Mike and Ronnie wondered I wasn't in love with the girls like "damn"

2 days later

All the guys were making breakfast getting plates Vinny and I touched hands and just smiled and blushed then we deiced to run outside. We sat on a chair and held hands it was great we didn't talk we just leaded into each other. When Sammi came out Vinny moved to a single chair playing it off. I was blushing a little hard.

"What going on out here."

"We're just chilling getting some sun." I was scared I didn't want Sammi to see my boner so I folded my hands over my front of pants.

"Cool."

"We'll be in soon." Vinny could see my boner so took of our pants and got in the hot tub and fixed my little problem. God he was great with his lips then he kissed me just a quick peck and we went back inside. I knew I wanted more times like that. I wonder what it'd feel like when we kissing with tongue. Everyone wanted hang together but all I wanted was spend time alone with Vinny. When they left we just talked.

"I like being close to you. So did you like what I did you?"

"Yes of course I couldn't it you just too cute." That was about the time Vinny leaned into me kissing my lips so we on the couch making out. I loved how Vinny put his hand up my shirt. I wanted to fuck him right there. But couldn't I want to wait I liked him way too much. I knew I was gay for a while but Vinny was the first guy I fell for.

A year later

We still partied when we the clubs with everyone but near looked up because we together and chose to not tell anyone our little serest. Remember one night Vinny crawled into my bed he said he didn't feel and just me to hold him tight. The next day Snooki saw us in the same bed.

"Why you guys in the same bed."

"Vinny felt sick and wanted be next to me in case he got sick." When she left the room Vinny turned me shoving his tongue down my throat that made me hot. I didn't know that girls were talking about us.

"Jenni I walked out in on Vinny and Pauly in bed together. I have the feeling that something was up."

"Like what."

"I don't know maybe their dating."

"Really." The girls just laughed at the idea of them being gay in a love. We were kissing with the door open when I just stopped.