It's Crazy I Know (Eren x Levi)

Blood Stained Shirt

I sit through the next few lessons showing little interest as I could not be bothered to pay any attention, so I just look out the window
"Eren, what's the answer to question 3?" The math professor asked, I glanced at the question
"X=6/32" I say bluntly, I hear a huff from the professor and I went back to looking out the window
' So...wanna talk about it?'
No
'You sure?'
Yes
'But Levi, I mean come on, neither of us were expecting that, first the kinda compliment then him asking about your scars and cuts...'
I know, I don't know why he did any of it, ugh that stupid, beautiful son of a-
"Eren!" I heard Armin shout
"Yeah?" I replied, he roled his eyes
"Come on, it's time for lunch." He said and walk out the class, I gulped and slowly walked out of the class while questioning whether or not to just ditch everyone and go somewhere that no one will find me, I went to turn and go find a tree I could go read under or something but when I turn I seen Jean
"Where the hell are you going?"
"No where, I just thought someone was following me" I lie, he looks at me for a few seconds and just nodded and we both started walking to the table
"Hey guys." Marco says
"Hey Marco" Jean says and Marco blushed, we sit down me next to Mikasa and Connie and Jean in the middle of Marco and Armin
"Where's Sasha?" Connie asks
"I saw her walk into the libary, she said she was going to eat in there because she has to revise." Armin says eating his food
"I'm going to go see her." Connie blushed
"Good that means I can sit." I heard a monotone voice behind me, I heard Mikasa growl quietly, so I lightly elbowed her in the side, Connie moved and said a quick 'goodbye' to everyone and Levi sat in the space next to me, the table fell to complete silence as everyone ate their food
"Are you not eating?" Levi broke the silence causing everyone to look up at me as I was the only one not eating
"Not hungry." I replied in a low voice
"Sure." He eyed me
"Hey guys, don't we need to go revise for that test thing that Eren doesn't need to revise for?" Jean said standing up as did everyone else
"I'll come anyway." I said
"No it's okay, isn't it Mikasa?" Jean eyed Mikasa and she just nodded. So there I was sitting next him ditched by all my friends
"So, I'll ask again, are you not eating?" He said when everyone left, I just shook my head implying 'no'
"Why? And don't give me that 'not hungry' crap, I looked at Mikasa when you said that, she seemed pissed at you." He lectured me
"I just don't want to eat, I don't see why it's such a big thing, I don't usually eat in school." I say bluntly forgetting the fact I'm talking to Levi
"It a big thing because you need to fucking eat, you look like a fucking twig that could brake at the hands of a pissing marshmallow.." he says in a continuing monotone voice, I looked at him
"How do you know what I look like?"
"For fuck sake brat, I've seen you when you're forced to wear your gym kit." He hissed at me, I sigh an 'okay' and go get some pasta.

When I return at the table Levi's still there
"I still want to know why you do it brat." He says when I take my seat in the other side of the table, he looks at me, his eyes so fierce and beautiful, I avoid eye contact
"No." I say
"But-"
"No!" I slightly shout
"Fine." He sits there, looking at me

"I'm not leaving." He says finally, I've finished my pasta and am just looking at the table, afraid that if i look up and make eye contact that I'll do something stupid
'You're a stupid human, you know that right?'
Yes I do
'Look at him."
No
'Look at his adorable face now.'
Ugh fine
I look up at him
"Why not?" I ask him, and he looks down this time
"I just don't want to." He says lifting his head up
'Adorable' i think aloud
Shut up!
He smirks
"Thanks."
"Whatever." I say and walk out of the canteen seeming like that didn't effect me at all, I walked till I felt I was in the clear so I ran to the clear toilets on the other side of the school, when I got there I collapsed and started hyperventilating, and that's when other thoughts started triggering me, making me tug at my hair and start crying quietly
'Do it you pathetic loser!'
'You think I only attack at night?!'
'Maybe this time you could go all the way!'
'Kill yourself!'
No!nonono..no
I grab my bag and pulled out the sharp little devil, roled up my sleeves and slowly glided the devil over my skin sideways
'Do it!'
I position it to face lenghtways down my arm I go to slide the blade down my skin when a hand knocks it from my grip and the same hand places itself on my cheek and turns my head to the owner of the hand, Levi, he looked at me with a soft but stern face
"What the fuck are you doing?!" He asked and I just burst into more tears, he hugged me and I hugged him back, he grabbed a spear shirt from his backpack and rapped it around my arm.

"Thank you." I sniffed when I calmed down a bit, he just nods
"I'm sorry about your shirt." I say
"It's fine." He stands up and gathers his things making me cold from his missing presence
"See you at work." And he leaves.

I stay cooped in the bathroom till the final bell, I sort myself out and put on my headphones and walk out, I go home ignoring everyone get the things I need for work, I wrap a bandage around my arm and get going to work.

I walk straight to the changing rooms ignoring Hanji, they recognise these gestures and know to leave me alone.

I change and have Hanji do my make-up, they see my arm covered up and tell me to tell the customers that I pulled something if they ask, I nod.

It finally came to the end of the day, all through my shift I kept looking at Levi
'why did he do that?'
I shook my head not wanting to care.

I went into the changing rooms and started to undress when I felt a hand on my waist
"Keep it on." I hear the person whisper, I turned around to see Levi
"Like I said you look good in the dress." He said in a hush tone, I starred at him with wide eye's, he pulled me down by my little bowtie to his level, he leaned in and he kissed me full of passion

Word count: 1200
Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed it.
Next chapter may end up a little smutty, so if you're sensitive then skip the chapter I will warn you at the start of the chapter.