Depressed #25

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Trigger warning☡☡☡

Amelias pov:

One. Two. Three. Four. Five I cut I was  depressed my boyfriend had just cheated on me he made a promise at the begging of our relationship he would never do such thing.

Flashback:
"Baby I promise never never of hurt you I love you so much I'm never gonna let you cut again. I promise. I will love you always and forever" my boyfriend grayson said.

"I love you too"
End of Flashback.

Well i guess always isnt forever. I remember that day so well I use to cut then he found out and stopped me. I use to cut since my best friend committed suicide when I was 12 then after I was bullied people said 'you made her kill herself.' And more hurtful stuff.

My arm is hurting a lot I regret cutting because it's all over a boy but it wasn't just any boy. Grayson was my true love. I looked at my phone.

Gray💕😘: Amelia it's not what it looks like
Gray💕😘: answer me
Gray💕😘: babe come on answer
Gray💕😘: Amelia answer me
Gray💕😘: let me explain please baby
Gray💕😘: ok im coming over
Gray💕😘: I'm here

Then I heard the door bell go and a knock on the door. I looked in the mirror I was a mess my blood was going through my shirt, my hair was a mess and my eyes were all puffy since I was crying so much.

I went down and opened the door to see a very sad looking grayson he was crying. Why? He cheated on me. All the memories came back of the moment I caught him cheating.

Flashback:
I made my way up to graysons front door and knocked. Soon ethan appeared. "Hey E" I smiled.

"Hey Graysons upstairs" he said I walked in and up the stairs to his room it knew where it was since I have come here a lot.

I opened his door and my eyes break I can't believe what I am seeing.

Tiffany aka the school slut on top of grayson shoving her tounge down his mouth. I ran out the room I heard grayson call after me but I was too upset I just ran home
End of Flashback

"Hi" I said "What do you want?"
"Baby..." he started
"Don't call me that don't you dare call me that after you cheated on me" i shouted letting my anger go.

Graysons pov:
"Amelia I didn't cheat on you" I shouted back "Tiffany broke into my room and went you came in she shoved her tounge down my throat with no time to push her off" I quieten down a little.

What I said was the complete truth I love her but that Tiffany slut ruined my chance. Amelias the one for me.

"Grayson..." Amelia started talking. But my eyes diverted to her arm which was bleeding. What!!! No no no  i know amelias past which mean "Amelia no!!" I rolled up her sleeve gentally.

"Ouch" Amelia groaned
"Baby....why?" I said tearing up a bit
"I was sad. I wanted the pain to go away"

Amelia's pov"
Grayson started crying i felt bad he mite actually care.

"Amelia you gotta belive me I didn't cheated please I love you more than anything in the whole wide world your the one for me I wanna spend my whole live with you please I can't live without you" he was so cute I could tell what he said was real and I feel the exact way about him.

All I could think of was to kiss him. I gave him a long passionate kiss which lead into even more. I love him so much.

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