I was shy and always cried, but that was until I met 4 girls (my best friends) whos changed my life. I used to feel ugly and insecure until 5 boys came along (one direction). I tried to shut them all out and tell my self I was an ugly cry baby. They didn't listen though as they knocked down my walls. I realized that no matter how much you want them out of your life they will always be there because they are stubborn and were meant to be there in the first place.