Wednesday 28th February
I walked off the school bus worried about if my 1 and only true love connor remembered it was my birthday. I finally arrived in school i walked to my locker put my coat and my lunch inside before i could walk off I at to kiss my picture of my true love Connor ( it is a thing I do everyday.) My best friend Sophie ran up to me and started singing Happy Birthday then Lauren Hopkins ran after Sophie with Sophia Morgan and started singing to. OMG Connor and his best friend Josh have just walked past, Connor just said happy birthday to me and winked at me while he walked past. I whispered to the girls "omg he just winked at me" Then Lauren reminded me that i have to sit by him the next 2 lessons. I thought ohh good shall I ask him out now because that will make my birthday be one of my best birthdays ever by my true love saying yes to me when i ask him out. ( Bells Rings ) Mrs Barnett shouts " come on u will be later for ur lessons" We all walk up to english Sophia whispered to me " ain't u going to ask him out like u said to me last night ?" I whispered back " no I can't Emily really likes him I can't upset her like " We arrive at the door Mrs Greenway asked us where have we been she was nice to us today because it was my birthday. We walked through the door and went to our seats while Sophia went to her seat she whispered to me " if u going to ask him then be brave and act normal". I sat next to Connor I pulled out my english book, pencil case and planner. Mrs Greenway started explaining our work for today, as usual he did'nt listen ( surprise surprise ) he turned around to me and said " what do we have to do ?" I explained what we at to do . ( Dinner bell rings) Mrs Greenway sends my table out 1st. I walked out of the classroom and waited for Sophie, Lauren and Sophia ( they all walk out together ). We walked down to our lockers so we can pick up our packed lunch and to drop our bags in our lockers. We eat our lunch and talking then Connor and Josh walked past again this time i shouted to Connor " Connor i need to ask u something " Connor asked me " What" I thought be brave and just do it, I replyed to him "Will u got out with me ?" He looked sad and replyed " sorry i can't Cally I don't like u in that kind of way" He walked after Josh and the girls walked back over to me and said " what happened what did he say " I said " he said no" in a sad voice. We all walked up to form, we got to the door we ran in not to be late then Miss Evans was about to begin the register she got to Connor's name there was no reply I turned around to Josh and asked " where is Connor" just when we was about to go Connor ran through the door while he was coming in to the classroom I saw a tear run down his cheak I thought what is the matter with him he never crys something really bad must have happened. I was standing outside of our form class waiting for the girls but i over heard Josh and Connor talking I heard Josh saying "stop crying everyone is watching u " I started to run off to Welsh wthout waiting for the girls I arrived at the door of the classroom 57 I pushed the door open and ran inside and sat down where i usually sit . Everyone started coming in Connor looked at me and nearky started to cry, in about half and hour in to the leason i had a note thrown on to my desk i read it, it was from Connor it said the only reason why i said no was because Josh really like's u and if i said yes to u it would break his heart. ( bell rings) Mrs Barnett shout's before we go we have to sing happy birthday to the birthday girl Cally, Everyone sang then Mrs Barnett wenti into her cupboard and fetched abirthday card out I said ' Thank u everyone" While we was walking out of the door Connor asked me do i still want to go out with him. I shouted YES of course I do, I ran to him he gave me a big hug then we kissed and said goodbye. Niamh ran after me asking me do i want to go to her house when i get in and when i get ready I sakd yeah why not there is nothing else to do she walked off and shouted " I will pick u up at 4.30 so be ready ok. I walked over the bridge with Sophie and she asked me why was I in such a good mood for. I said " because I go out wiith Connor", I did'nt know Emily was behind me and she heard what i said I said to her em he asked me out i swear. she said i don't believe u and she started pulling my hair then Sophie butted in and started pulling her hair, Emily punched Sophie in the face Mr Smith shouted " hurry girls u will miss the bus " I ran infront of them and ran straight to my bus and got jumped on before Emily could find me. The bus drove off afetr 5 minutes on the bus i fiinally arrived home I was the 1st person off the bus and ran to my front door swang it open and leaped upstairs. I riped the tie off from aroung my neck undone the buttons on my cardigan and my shirt took my trousers off and jumped into my dress and ran down the stairs and waited for Niamh to come. 4.28 Beep Beep I leaped off the sofa and ran to the door and shouted " bye mam see u later" I jumped into Niamhs car and her mam drove off. I was so excited to see what Niamh's house was like I bet it would be like a palace. We pulled up in the garage Niamh said " close ur eye's " We walked through her front door and everyone popped up and shouted happy birthday !! . Connor jumped out and started singing happy birthday to me i was going super red. I shouted OMG when I saw Josh walking through the front door thought it was a dream at 1st until he came up to me and said happy birthday. I thought ohh good it aint going ot be a good night with him around me watching every move I make with my new boy friend. It was now 6.00 I thought i better be getting home in about 2 hours. Niamh's mam came downstairs all dressed up ready to go out with Niamh's dad for a meal. I started to think Niamh's parents have left us here on our own with a big group of boys. I sat at Niamh's dinner tabel when Josh came up too me and said meet me upstairs in 10 minutes, I thought why ?. 10 minutes went by I followed Josh upstairs when I found him standing on the landing waiting for me. I asked him " what do u want " He said back " Will u go out with me I waited until ur birthday and ur party to ask u so will u " I was so shocked I replyed back " No I can't sorry I am seeing Connor " He looked so shocked, Sad and angry, then he said well if u don't say yes then i will do something i wont regret it. He pulled out a long and thck piece of Shoe lace and tied my hands to niamhs bed undone my zip on the side of my dress and took it off me, then he turned me aroung slightly and undone my bra and threw it in the corner of niamhs room. He undone his shirt button's and looked at me like to say r u ready, then he undone his belt and threw it to the floor. He jumped on top of me and started kissing me he finally stoped i screamed for help he started kissing me again to shut me up, then he forced me into sex. I knew if connor found out he would kill me and josh so I thought about keeping it to meself for the time being. When Josh had enough of sex he stopped and got back into his cothes but I was still tied to the bed. Before he left he untied me from the bed and he ran out of the room. I heard Connor coming up the stairs and shouting "Cally where r u, u r missing ur party " I quickly got into my clothes, stuffed my bra underneath Niamhs bed, dried my eyes and shouted " Connor i am in here" He came through the door and said " why have u been up here" I said " I fancied a look around that's all" He grabbed my hand and took me downstairs when Tara came through the kitchen with a big birthday cake that she made herself ( tara is my bff) They started to sing to me Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday dear Cally Happy birthday to you hip hip hooray I blew out 16 candles. I said to Niamh " Niamh i better be going thank you for everything you have done for me tonight I will never forget it and thank you mam for me please bye see u tomorrow in school" Niamh shouted back ' bye night and happy birthday birthday girl " Connor asked me " where r u going " I said " babe i am going home i am tired got a test tomorrow" He followed me out to the front and asked me " why r u really going babe" I said " Connor when i was upstairs something happened to me " He said " what " ( in a woried voice) " I said " Josh raped that's why he has gone" My taxi came he said to me " I am going to kill him " I turned aroung and said " I love u babe" I jumped into the taxi and the taxi drove off, I arrived home and i jumped out as fast as i could and ran in my house. My mam asked me what was the matter I started to cry and I said " Mum Josh Connor's best friend Raped me " My mum looked so shocked and said " WHAT" I ran upstairs took my dress off and got unchanged into my pj's and washed all my make-up off and started to cry more. I ran downstairs to hear my mum on the phone to the police and reporting Josh to them. I shouted " Mum What do u think u r doing" She replyed " shut up i am reporting that pig" I thought oh god I am in for it tomorrow when josh as a phone call or a visit from the police he will know that I have told my mam oh god. I snatched the phone from my mam's ear and hanged up. she shouted " why did you do that you stupid girl" I shouted back " he will kill me mum" I ran up stairs and packed my bags and slowly walked down the stairs, I started to cry my mam said " why have u got bags and a suitcase" I said "mum I am going to stay with auntie Michelle in australia" She says to me " what about Connor" I reply " no mum I can't face im u can tell him for me please" Just then when i was going to go out for my taxi to take me to the airport there was a knock on the door and it was Connor. He said "why have you got bags and why is there a taxi outside" I replyed crying "
