You've Changed My Binary World

Realationship Realizations

Saeran's POV

MC was getting out of the hospital today, she needed crutches though. I turned and looked at Yoosung who was sitting in shotgun, his fingers intertwined with mine as he watched out the window. Looking in the rearview mirror, I saw MC with her head against the glass, looking at Yoosung and I'd hands. I saw a tear roll down her cheek.

"You alright?" I ask.

"Listen." She says, pulling out the headphones I didn't know she had. She pressed a button and I hear Saeyoung's voice come from her phone.

"Hey, babe. I just wanted to say I'm sorry and that I love you. I probably won't be able to call or text much, but I promise that you'll have a message every morning before you wake up." Saeyoung says, I hear the smile in his voice. "If Yoosung or Saeran hurt you, I'll kick their asses, baby. Bye." The voicemail ended. Yoosung had a smile on his face.

"I promise I won't hurt you, but I can't promise Saeran won't." Yoosung giggles, his eyes closing as he smiles. God, he's cute.

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MC's POV

Yoosung came to my room and sat on my bed as I continued to make Saeyoung's birthday present (Saeran's was already finished).

"Um... Can I talk to you?" Yoosung blushes.

"Of course, YooBoy." I smile.

"When did you know you loved Seven?" The blonde boy asks.

"When we accidentally kissed when I slipped outside on the ice." I blush at the memory.

"How did you know it was love?" He continues.

"How do you feel being around Saeran?" I ask.

"Dizzy, I feel like I can't breathe." Yoosung twiddled his fingers. "I have this weird feeling in my gut and my heart feels weird." I smile at him, kissing his cheek. "What does that mean?"

"You're in love." I say.

"I do love him?" He asks.

"That's for you to decide, but it sounds like it." I nod. "If you don't feel ready to tell him, wait till you're confident enough."

"I do love him... But I don't know if I'm ready to tell him..." Yoosung looks at the floor. I wish I could help.

Saeran's POV

The food was done, so I went up to MC and Saeyoung's room when I heard Yoosung's voice.

"How did you know it was love?" He continues.

"How do you feel being around Saeran?" She asks.

"Dizzy, I feel like I can't breathe." Yoosung twiddled his fingers. "I have this weird feeling in my gut and my heart feels weird." She smiles at him, kissing his cheek. "What does that mean?"

"You're in love." MC says.

"I do love him?" He asks.

"That's for you to decide, but it sounds like it." She nods. "If you don't feel ready to tell him, wait till you're confident enough."

"I do love him... But I don't know if I'm ready to tell him..." Yoosung looks at the floor. He loves me?

"And that's okay!" MC says quickly. "Maybe he can say it first or you can become confident, but it doesn't need to feel forced. That's what's beautiful about love, you don't need to really do much for it to work, unless you fight, then you need to work through it. And believe it or not, Saeyoung and I fight almost all the time..." MC looks at the floor. "But I love him, so I help fix the problem."

"What do you fight about?" Yoosung asks.

"Mostly stupid things, but it just blows up..." A tear rolls down her cheek, but she quickly wipes it away. "I feel like he's still pushing me away..."

"That's because he is." Yoosung pulls her into a hug. "The only relationships he's ever had have been fake, it was for a mission."

"What are you saying?" MC sniffs.

"He doesn't want your relationship to feel like another mission." Yoosung sighs. "He wants to love you, but his mind won't let him believe the relationship is real."

"Is that why he wouldn't have sex with me before he left?" She asked.

"Probably...?" My boyfriend questions.

"Hey, food's read." I say, stepping in.

"Food?" I now have MC's attention. "What is it!?"

"(Favorite homemade dish of your choice)." I laugh. MC grabs her crutches and wabbled as fast as she can out of the room before stopping next to me.

"Yoosung you have the best boyfriend ever." MC kisses my cheek before waddling downstairs to the food. Yoosung starts to follow.

"Can I talk to you?" I ask. Yoosung's eyes widen, he's probably thinking the worst. Yoosung does stop, though.

"Um... Y-Yeah, sure." He cheeks turn red and he looks down. I lift his chin up and kiss him. He seemed surprised, but kissed back.

"OTP!" MC giggles. I flip her off before placing my hands on his hips. MC leaves, grumbling about how mean I am and how she never flips him off if she's making out with Saeyoung.

"What was that for?" Yoosung pants.

"Because I love you."

Saeyoung's POV
I apologize, this chapter is hella long. I just couldn't stop writing, but its almost over.

I just saw Yooran's first kiss! ~MC

Niiiiiice! ~707

And...
I'm sorry... We fight a lot and I feel its my fault. ~MC

Baby... ~707

I want this to work. I love you, I can't be 2 weeks without you let alone 5 fucking months!

Babe. ~707

I just wanted to apologize for being an ass before you left. I'm sorry for not understanding you.
I'm mostly sorry for trying to have sex when you weren't ready. ~MC

Babe. I'm not blaming you, I should have told you before about my past.
Please don't bring yourself down because of something I did. I'm sorry for fighting with you, I want this to work too. I'm just scared of hurting you. I can't do that. But I just don't know if I can do what I know I need to. I'm sorry. ~707

I have to go. ~MC

I know....