It was loud, bright, crowed. I hated it. It was too much for me. But I stayed, I mean I couldn't leave, I was here with Shoyo, and if I left he would have no way to get home. He knew I wouldn't want to come but he begged and whined, "Kenma please! It won't be bad! Just a small party at a friends house. You could hide in a room or something!"
Small party my ass. There was no walking space at all. Everyone was touching even if they didn't want to. All the rooms were taken, mostly by horny teens wanting to fuck, and there was no way in hell I was going to the kitchen. I could already smell the marijuana. And the living room and game room were out of the question.
So I went out onto the balcony, even if it was freezing, it was better out here than inside. Quiet, dark, empty. There was no one out here but me.
I breathed in, inhaling the piercing cold air. I shivered, feeling the cold fill my lungs. It was nice feeling it. I sighed and closed my eyes, thinking how it would be nice if my life was always like this.
My thoughts were suddenly disturbed when the door separating me from anything inside was opened. A guy who was pretty tall walked out and shouting and walked to the edge of the balcony.
"Bokuto I am going to kill yo-" the guy that walked out leaned over the rails and puked.
I scrunched my nose up in disgust. The noise he made was awful. He puked a few more times and then stood back up and sat down right where he was standing. He was guiet, not doing anything. After a few minutes I got worried.
"Hey..you okay?.." I said standing up and stepping out from the corner I was hiding in.
It looked like he had a heart attack when he jumped and turned around to face me. "Yeah I'm fine.. Have you been here this whole time?" He said wiping his face, his voice rough.
I barely nodded a yes as he stood up. He was taller than I thought. I was only a few feet away from him but I could see every feature of him, lit by the dim light coming from inside. And he was beautiful.
I tried not to stare.
"What are you even doing outside, party inside. And its cold as fuck out here." He questioned.
"Um..well... I didn't really want to come..I was dragged along..." I moved my hair put of my face and tucked it behind my ear.
"Ohhh, I see, well you seem lonely so I'm going to stay out here with you." He smiled, sounding way too happy to hang out with someone they just met. "I'm Kuroo Tetsurou." He stuck out a hand.
I crossed my arms, ignoring his hand. "Uh, I'm Kenma.. Kozume.." I looked away. I didn't want to talk to him, or anyone actually. But I looked like I didn't have a choice.
"Hmm well, nice to meet you."
"Yeah you too.."
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Kalopsia ⇶ KuroKen
FanfictionKalopsia (n.) - a condition, state or delusion in which things appear more beautiful than they really are