Prove Yourself (Taylor Caniff)

Chapter 4

Hiii guys! so I felt bad that chapter 3 was so short so I decided to write another chapter that's longer this time!

-Olivia!

That night I lied in bed staring up at my ceiling. I thought about my life for a moment and realized that it's been a while since I've actually truly and emontionally happy. I thought about my mom a lot and how she was, I really did miss her a lot, and I wondered if things would have been different if she was still here with us. My mind began to wander over various things.

I started to think about Taylor. I feel his words still stabbing me in the back.

"Stupid bitch."

"Stupid bitch."

"Stupid bitch."

"Stupid bitch."

Was that all I was to him? I couldn't focus. I didn't know what it meant. I felt bad about what I said to him today, it was technically my fault for what I had said to him eariler. But whatever he'll get over it. I pushed all my thoughts aside and finally fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning feeling refreshed. I put on my clothes, fiddled with my hair then off I went to school. Today I was going to try and confront taylor and tell him I was truly sorry for what I had said to him the day before.

I walked in looking around for him at his usual spots, but he wasn't there. That's un usual. I walked into my homeroom and couldn't believe it he was in his desk alone just sitting there, his lips were too himself and so were the rest of his body parts. I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

"Hhhii.." I managed to say.

Taylor looked at me in disbelief

" I don't get you yesterday, you slammed me and was a stuck up bitch to me and now your gonna be friendly? What the hell holy mood swings." He darted at me. I glared at him and I looked him straight into his eyes oh damn his eyes again, and I blurted out "fuck you." I couldn't even deal with his bullshit right now, so I just ignored him the rest of the hour.

Lunch finally rolled around and I finally forgave jake and sat down next to him at our usual table. Normally by now I would've told him everything about what's going on between me an taylor but I didn't because right now I wasn't really sure I could trust him anymore. Lunch was quiet or at least I didn't talk much, I felt Taylor's gaze at me from across the lunchroom I honestly didn't know what his problem was I was just trying to be friendly, but I guess the only way is too tell him you'll lay him over then maybe he'd at least flash a smile, but I this case at this point, taylor hated me and I hated him.

*taylors p.o.v*

Her words still pierced inside of my head, I tried so hard to get her out of my head but the more I tried the worse I made it, I couldn't help myself why can't she go away, and the silly thing is I didn't even know the bitchs name.

She obviously hated me, and I mean I guess that it's reasonable because I have been rude to her lately, but hey treat people how you wish to be treated and we'll I'm treating her the same way she's treating me. Everytime she popped into my mind I would start to feel some hatred but after all the hatred went away I felt something else, but I wasn't sure what that feeling was it wasn't hatred but it absolutely wasn't a good thing I should be feeling about her...