Yuri On Ice Yuri Plisetsky x Reader

chapter 1

**Yuri Plisetsky POV**

I was still...angry.

I couldn't lie about that.

It was obvious I still held a strong resentment to them.

I was happy to have friends like Katsuki Yuri and Victor...but I was still hurting for what Victor did to me. Making promises to me he couldn't keep because he found some asshole in Japan to fawn over.

Dammit

I told myself.

Stop. Just be happy you have them. Don't think about the past. 

But it was hard not to when the two love birds were constantly together. We were the three musketeers, that's what some said. But I always felt like an outcast in our group. I had fun but those two were so in love with each other I felt glanced over.

I wonder where I would be now if Victor just kept his promise and coached me.

I get angry again and tell myself to silent these thoughts. I perform amazing while having Yuri to skate against. I won Gold. I shouldn't feel betrayed for being overlooked by Victor, I should be happy for a real competitor, but I am not.

I am still hurting. I may not have loved Victor like Yuri does but I still had a deal and Victor had a promise.

I was just done not being good enough.

I slid out the door, pulling the black hoodie up to hide my face.

The fans. The fans.All the fans, 

yeah they scream at me that I may be good enough.

But they are different.

They see me as this amazing unobtainable thing.

I want someone to care about me for me. Not for the fame I may have.

I sigh and turn a corner, practically hugging the wall.

Then slamming right into some annoying girl.

"Shit!" I growled, "Watch it!"

Instead of just ducking her head and walking away she turned back and shouted at me, "Excuse me? Why don't you get your head out of your ass!"

Most people stopped mid insult once they saw my face. She did not.

"Out of my ass?! Not my fault that you slammed into me!"

She smirked, her  h/c blowing in her face.

"For a little girl you carry a lot of anger." She patted my head.

"A little girl?" I glared at her, "Fuck. You."

"Nice to meet you too." She laughed sarcastically and walked away.

She won that fight.

-time skip-

I rolled over in bed that night and sighed.

Why can't I sleep?

I saw her flash through my head. Her smirk, her laugh, her quick replies. I hate her.

I think...