Tonight

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I tell my "brother" I'm going to counseling. He gets worried. 
"Don't change yourself"
"Why are you going to counseling?"
"What are you not telling me?"

A few days after New Years, I got broken up with. The girl said she loved me, we'd Live together. All her damn lies.She cheated on me, she admitted it. Now she's with my ex girlfriend. They're a couple now.

I just wanted to be friends I hate when people don't like me.
BUT I HATE BEING FRIENDS. BEING FRIENDS IS STUPID I CANT JUST TELL MYSELF I'VE STOPPED LOVING HER WHEN I HAVENT ITS TEARING ME APART. I WANT TO CHANGE SO SHE LOVES ME AGAIN BUT I KNOW SHE WONT NO MATTER WHAT I DO.

I broke down in to tears telling him that.

"I'm me. Why can't I accept it?"

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