Beautiful All Over (Plus Size)

Chapter 5

I'm so sorry I haven't written in such a long time, I'm battling with some personal issues, and school is literally hell. I hope to be writing more in the future. Love ya. Enjoy!

Ally's POV

I left shortly after Marco and I kissed. I don't regret it, but I think Marco on the other hand does.

We haven't talked since Saturday and today is Thursday. During lunch he has been sitting at Sydney's table. I knew that he wasn't interested in me, Sydney is more his type. During gym I haven't been having a partner, and the other day when we were playing dodge ball he was on the other team, and got me out.

Now that I'm alone I have been getting bullied more. I'm starting to get depressed again.

Finally, it was the last class of the day, Choir, my favorite. Not just because it was choir, but because it was the last class and Marco wasn't in the class. After school I had to go to my locker to put my books away. Just as I opened my locker a bunch of trash came piling out of my locker and falling on me. Everyone who was in the hall laughed. I closed my locker, and ran to the bathroom to clean up. By the time I looked decent , although I had stains on my shirt, I went to get on the bus, but it had just left. 

Great.

Could this day get any worse?

But it did, I saw Sydney and Marco talking by his car she was giggling and he was smiling. A pinch of jealousy shot through my body I retained my anger and started the long walk home about 10 mins into walking, Marc pulls up to the curb.

"Ally, please get in. You can't walk home, it's too far." I scoffed, but I got in. He was right it was too far.

We drove home in silence, when I tried to get out he locked the door, every time I would unlock it he would lock it again. I gave up.

"What do you want?" I scolded

"I'm sorry I haven't been talking to you since we kissed. I know you are mad-"

"I'm not mad, I'm hurt Marco." I interrupted. I felt tears welding up.

I'm tired of people always using me and then leaving me, why would he kiss me in the first place, was it a joke?

"I have problems, talking about my feelings. Especially when those feelings are love." He said quietly. I was in shock.

Love?

Marco's POV

When I kissed Ally, I knew it was her first kiss and it felt so right. I had never felt the feelings that I felt towards her. I loved her and I didn't know how to deal with it, so I just ignored her. I wanted more than anything to wrap my arms around her and to kiss her even more. It killed me. But, now I can't keep it in any longer.

"I'm sorry I haven't been talking to you since we kissed. I know you are mad-"

"I'm not mad, I'm hurt Marco." she interrupted. My heart sunk.

  "I have problem, talking about m feelings. Especially when those feelings are love." I quietly admitted.

She just sat there in shock.

"You lo-love me?" She choked out.

"Yeah."

"I need some time to think, I'm sorry  have to go." I didn't top her when she got out. She ran over to her house and went inside. 

How much time would she need?

I did my homework, and watched some Netflix. I recently started to get hooked on Orange is the New Black, thanks to Ally."

"Marco, Ven aqui! Por favor!" I groaned having to pause my show.

"Coming madre!" I said as I hurried down the stairs.

"You have a visitor I'll leave you two alone."

"Ally?" She walked over to my couch and sat down

"I thought about it." Ally mumbled quietly. "I like you, but I don't think I love you. I don't even know if I'm capable of love -- how can I love you if I can't even love myself?" I don't know how to respond.

"I don't need your love.... I just want you, all of you." I sat down next to her and rubbed her back.

"I should go." She stood up.

"Please don't." I argued back.

"Why?" 

"Because of this." 

I kissed her.

I grabbed her face with both of my hands as I kissed her, I gave it my all. I kissed her with such passion, it made her knees weak. Afterward we were out of breathe, breathing heavily.

"Woah."

"Yeah." I chuckled. "I want to try this, you and me." 

"I don't know." Ally mumbled.

"I wan't you, only you, not Sydney. You are beautiful, smart, and a total dork." I lift her chin, so she would look at me. "Please Ally, give me a chance."

"Okay," she nodded," I'll give you a chance, but you better not break my heart", she lightly punch my stomach. 

"I will try my best not to."

"Okay." 

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Hey so sorry I haven't updated in forever. Thank you so much for reading!!! I will try to post more often no that I am on break. Please continue reading, I really appreciate it! I would love some feedback, thanks. Love ya xxx