Still into You?

It fucking hurts

I cried when I was typing those words..even though I really want you to stay..but I can't 'coz leaving me is all you want

I know that I'm just a friend of yours.

I can't even dictate you what to do, because you have your own decisions and I can't do anything about that, especially because I'm not even your fucking girlfriend

I'm just nothing to you,and it hurts, dude.It fucking hurts.

I don't want to put a period in our so called friendship, but what can I do? you even want me to forget and to remove you out of my life.

Just so you know, this is not easy for me, It's not easy to erase you here in my life especially now that I already felt something for you...why now? why now that I'm already falling for you?

I know you won't believe what I'm saying right now but it's true, so please trust me. It's true.

Trust me because I know what I'm feeling towards you