I really really don't know how to feel anymore about Laura. I guess I should tell you who Laura is.
Laura:
1:her name is not actually Laura but we'll be calling her that for safety reasons.
2:she's my crush. Yes I'm bisexual
3:she is also bisexual
4:she is two years older than me
I think I'll call myself Peaches...
So let's start with my day...
I woke up like I do everyday and was ready for school.
I got to school and one of my best friends Titania told me that she didn't do her homework. I also didn't do it so we went to the liabiary. While we were there Titania was using a computer and Lauren walked in with her friend Selena. Laura and Selena were now by the computers and I wanted Laura to notice I was there so I walked past them and went to Titania.
Sooner or later Laura and Selena finally left tge liabiary.
Then me and my other best friend Kiara and Titania left the liabiary for the bell had ran and we had to get to our first period.
Since it was raining we don't have to stand at line-up we immediately go to class. We were waiting for our Afrikanns tracher outside the classroom and I was standing with my "best friends" Sia and Olivia who are also close to Laura and she put a tennis racket between them and I. I then rolled my eyes at her stupidity and I think Laura's friend Linda saw me. Laura then spanked Sia's ass in front of me. THAT STUPID WHORE!!! I was really annoyed because Laura knows that I like her. I was really upset and annoyed that I just gave her an ugly look and she saw that. I avoided her at all times because wwas upset.
I spoke to Olivia and these were her words
"Peaches,you know that she just broke up with her girlfriend of a fucking year so you have to be patient. She's not in a good place,she's hurting,she is not okay"
Now first of all I know she doesn't like me.
I mean who would like me.
Lasr year I told Laura things that I've never told anyone.
There was a time in my life where I felt suicidal. I just wanted my life to end and I told her.
She is the reason why I'm still alive. And I'm so thankful for her because if I didn't text her I don't think I would be writing this.
Things started getting awkward after that and we just never spoke.
Soooo that's the first day. Whenever something happens with Laura I'll write about it.
So please tell me your thoughts and I send you all my love.
YOU ARE READING
My Diary: Peaches
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