Dairy Of Lindiwe The Fatty

Running from the bang that sounds in my head and the pain in my heart 😮that was that all about my thoughts

Sorry I was not aware about the harm I'm causing to my self .I was over thinking about how life just turn it self to .I saw the moon and stars so angry towards earth I don't know what were they arguing about but I can tell it does not sound good .I wander the creator of them all was aware of all turn against the world has became.

I woke up in the cold night it was so silent that air was only taking the slide out of the night all this became a heart less dream that I still don't know what was it about  was it a vision or my heart was playing horror out of nowhere . Why am turning my back to what i worked hard for ,didn't All the Energy i applied worth a while.. Regression was never the solution to any problem but the main guilt to the position i am currently into,  i am the reason to All this, no One to blame but my self. I have being afraid of what i call "ME" i never had self confidence because i lost Hope long time ago. I never had the courage to be my true self,  actually i didn't know Whom i am till the nightmare was still visible enough. I lost my Voice in the middle of nowhere,  screaming for the life i never had but a second chance was Worth a while,  because peace was the solution,  and Love was the real mission to All the misery facing my life.