Bones

Ana

PROLOGUE

I grew up with self hate .... my dad left , my sister died

I was never happy with my body

Abused ,hurt , broken hearted ,worthless , unwanted.

Everybody was happy until they had me. My dad didn't want another child's so he left .

And so did every one else.......

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I step on the weight scale 90 pounds Ana says I'm still fat.

I take my morning run to school 300 calories burned.

I walk in the front door greeted with stares I smile back at them and continued to walk to to the girls locker room.

No one is in the locker room any way.

I take off my my clothes and take my shower after that I look in the mirror. I think I look good but Ana thoughts say other wise "

No thigh gap . Were is my hip bones? I can't even see my ribs or my collar bones.

"Pathetic" I think

After school I run home sprinting thought the busy streets of New York .

I grab a snack 73 calories and do my home work when I hear a knock on my door. It's my mom she walk in and sits on my homework. "

Honey I'm worried about you seemed drained and thin" I can see here stress lines forming and she only 30. "

Mom I'm fine I'm just a little sick but I ate" pointing to the now black banana peal.

She's seems to believe me and walk out my room and smiles. I finish my homework and skip dinner like Ana says skip dinner makes you thinner.

After that I had not eaten dinner in 3 days. I get back on the scale Thursday 83 pounds.