Today is January 27, 2017
Pain and suffering is what I feel
So I woke up today feeling just great. When I got to school, the hell came out. First it was with a guy I know who was like a big brother to me. The girl he loved and waited for told him that he deserves better and she was just using him and all this other shit. He walked off and I went after him because he was suicidal. I was also suicidal. Anyway he took out his pocket knife and was opening it and closing it. He put the knife in my hoodie pocket, but me being my stupid self took the knife out and rolled my sleeve up about to cut myself. He then took the knife away from me and told me I wasn't allowed to cut myself. I really should've kept the knife. The bell rang and I was walking behind him because I wanted to make sure he actually went to class. After he went into the class, I went to my class just a few feet down the hall. I was worried then my worried turned into me becoming pissed off. I heard from someone that he cut himself, so after third period was done I saw him, and I ran after him. I grabbed his arm and looked at it. It had fresh, new cuts into it. I was worried, but yet again the feeling changed into being pissed off. I heard yet again from someone else he cut himself and I was hoping he didn't, but that hope was crushed when I saw his hand. He walked me to class and then we parted was yet again. I didn't see him till after seventh period. He didn't have any new, fresh cuts so I was kinda glad. He walked me to eighth period the final period of the day. After the period was done and it was time to go home. I saw my "big brother" sitting done in the hang out area. I went up to him told I had an early bus and I will see him later he finally gave me a hug and said he would see my later also. I have a feeling something much worst is gonna happen.
