Girl Meets Evil

Chapter 4

[YOONGI'S POV]

Di na kami bumalik sa scool after namin sa hospital. Instead ay dumeretso kami kina Namjoon.

"So? Anyare Hyung?" Tanong ni Namjoon. Wala parents niya kaya pwede siyang mag-invite. We're all here at his music studio where he has instruments and some speaker and cool devices for music editing and music composing except for Hoseok. Babantayan daw niya si Kulet. Ayt. Tawag ko kasi kay Leia yun eh. Makulit kasi yun eh. Ever since na naging magbestfriend kami. Nagbago lang ang iba niyang ugali.

He's really a music maniac. A music addict. Like me. He's called a music monster because he's the one who breaks his own devices and equipments and unfortunately, I'm the one he always calls 'cause he knows that I'm his only chance for him to live. Tss. What a life. He lives for music because it's his life, he said to me before.

Nandito kami sa kanila habang umiinom. Ng juice. Sabay mo na ang pagkain ng sandwich. Haist. Diet.

"She didn't accepted my proposal."

"What?! I thought she's your bestfriend?" Tanong ni Jin hyung sa akin.

"Don't worry I'll convince her." Nagmamayabang na naman 'tong si Jungkook porket matinik sa girls. This guy. Aish.

"Tss. Di mo siya madadaan sa paawa at pagwapo effect mo Jungkook. You never know that girl how strict she is when it comes to her own lifestyle." Napatingin naman ako kay Jimin nang sabihin niya yun.

"Tss. Kinausap ko kaya siya nung wala kayo! Hayyy. Kinokonsenya ko nga eh. Kaso oo, mukhang tama ka. Mukhang matinik nga ang babaeng yun pero matitiis ba niya ang bestfriend niya?" Well. Jungkook has a point.

"How come you know the REAL her, Park Jimin?" Naiirita kong tanong sa kanya. I don't know but I became irritated. What's happening to you Min Yoongi?

"I don't REALLY know her, but I think she's that stubborn you know? After what happened earlier sa building natin kanina sa school. She's so cool. Nakaya ka niyang takbuhan ng ganun. Siya lang gumawa sa atin nun ah." I hate you Jimin. Tss. Nagmamagaling na naman itong taong ito.

"Pano na yan Hyung? Sa monday na ang submission ng babae mo kay Tito Joomin." Submission? What the hell Taehyung. That's not a school project. This moron makes me sick. Tss.

"TSS. I don't care about that stupid submission next week. All I need is that girl right now." Sabi ko sa kanila sabay inom.

"Pero di nga niya tinanggap ang proposal diba? That girl is STUBBORN. I understand your situation Yoongi but please, she doesn't want to approve with your idea." Sabi naman ni Jin hyung sa akin.

"I NEED HER HYUNG. She's the only one ingredient I need for me to complete my recipe I called FREEDOM. Aish. Don't tell me you understand Hyung. You don't understand this fcking situation of mine!" Sigaw ko sa kanila.

"Hyung! Don't start a fight today." Pigil ni Taehyung sa akin sa pagsuntok ko sana kay Jin.

"Yoongi! Ang point ko lang naman ay wag mo na siyang pilitin! Ayaw nga niya diba? Marami namang ibang babae diyan ah!"

"You fcking moron—"

"HYUNG!! RESPECT!!" HE'S STILL OLDER THAN YOU!!" Sigaw ni Jungkook sa akin.

"I DON'T FCKING CARE!! THIS MORON TELLS ME EVERYTHING HE WANTS ME TO DO! THE FCK HYUNG? YOU'RE NOT MY BOSS! YOU—" Sinuntok naman ako ni Hyung bigla kaya dumugo ang labi ko. Sht! This guy is making my blood boil! What the fck Kim Seok Jin?!

"MIN FCKING YOONGI!! IT'S FOR YOU'RE FCKING OWN GOOD!! AYAW KA NA NGA NAMING MASAKTAN ULI GAYA NG NANGYARI SA INYO NOON NI JENA TAPOS GAGANYAN KA NA NAMAN?! TAPOS MAHUHULOG NA NAMAN ANG LOOB MO KAY LEIA?! TAPOS ANO? MASASAKTAN KA NA NAMAN?! THEN YOU'RE GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE AGAIN?! YOONGI!! LISTEN TO ME YOU PIECE OF SHIT! YOU GRUMPY YOUNG MAN!! LEIA DOESN'T WANT YOUR PROPOSAL SO GET DONE WITH IT! FCK YOUR STUPID DECISIONS! AND FCK EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR LIFE!! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT SO MAKE YOUR OWN SOLUTION! I'M SO DONE WITH YOU AND YOUR FCKING COLD ATTITUDE! GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME YOU FCKING JIMIN AND TAEHYUNG IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DIE IN MY HANDS!!" Then sinuntok ako uli ni Jin Hyung sa kabilang pisngi at umalis na rin pagkatapos siyang bitawan nila Jimin at Taehyung.

Aish. Maybe Hyung's right. Baka nga naman mahulog na naman ako kay Leia tapos masasaktan na naman ako gaya ng nangyari sa amin ni Jena. But...

That won't happen again. I know myself. Yes, I fall easily for a girl but that was BEFORE. After what happened between Jena and I's relationship? I promised myself that I will not fall for anyone right now. It takes a hard time for me to trust someone. It's hard for me to fall in love right now because of my past.

I hate myself after what happened with my past. Biglaan lang niya akong iniwan ng walang paalam. She just left me. All by myself. Yeah. All by myself. I don't know the real me anymore. The ME before. Myself before I went out of that stupid non-sense relationship. I hate her for leaving me alone. I hate her for leaving without my permission. I hate her for she is selfish when it comes to her decisions. I HATE HER! I FCKING HATE HER!!

"Hey Hyung, you okay?" I didn't answered Jungkook's question.

"I FCKING HATE YOU KIM JENA!!" Bulyaw ko sabay bato ng baso ng juice sa pader na naging dahilan ng pagkabasag nito.

"Aish! Yah! Yung mga baso ko Hyung." Sabi ni Namjoon sa akin. Tss. He really cares for his glass instead of his friend. Aish. This guy. Isa pa 'to.

"Manahimik ka na nga Namjoon hyung." Sabi ni Jungkook sa kanya. Mukhang wala na ako sa sarili ko today.

"Hyung, magpahinga ka na. Dito nalang kayo matulog. There's no classes tomorrow right? Except for the SCO which includes me, Yoongi hyung and Hoseok. Aish."

"Im'ma go upstairs now." Sabi ko sabay suot ng mga kamay ko sa bulsa ng pants ko.

"Hyung! Alam mo naman kung saan ang first aid kit diba?" Tumango nalang ako habang kinakapa kapa ang labi ko para naman matigil ang pagdurugo.

I'm so pissed off today. Aish! Everything is stress for me. I can really kill right now. I hate Dad for ruining my life. I hate Europe. So much. I hate Dad for controlling my life. After Mom died, he controlled everything. Including my life. I already have no privacy. Lahat nalang bawal. Bawal ang ganyan. Bawal ang ganito.

I thought we are the one that would prove to those bitter people that forever do really exists but I became one of them. I became one of those bitter people who doesn't believe in forever anymore. I fcking hate commitments now.

I laid in bed and closed my eyes until I opened it again because SOMEONE pictured out in my mind.

"Leia?"