When will it end?

How i can move on #1

Its been weeks since we last spoke.
They ask me if i still miss you, they ask me if i still care.
I just smile and say "i'm happy if he is happy".
I didn't know my presence didn't matter to him. I didn't know he would be just fine without me in his life.
But to answer their questions, i just say not at all.
To hide the truth.
Truth is, of course i do.
Who wont miss that million dollars smile.
That glow in your eyes.
I still care, always care all about you.
And that the fact.
I still stalking your socmed, just to looking your picture.
How stupid?
How i can move on? If only you the one that i always thinking about.