The Boy Next Door/s.m

Chapter 23: "What's the Point?"

{A/N: i wanted to notify you all that this chapter is a very mature and serious chapter about, bullying, self-harm and suicide. If you have any of these thoughts please talk to a parent, friend, guardian or even me because I have experience with it, Now enjoy the chapter💙}
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Skylar's POV•
It's been a week and Ally and her posse won't leave me alone. Does this girl nothing better to do! Well right I'm currently been pushed against lockers.

"Be careful what you say to me next time, slut" she says letting go of me as I slide down the lockers. I lay my head against the locker and sigh in relief as a tear glides down my cheek.

If one more thing happens to me to embarrass me, I will be officially broken. I haven't texted Shawn in almost 3 weeks because I listened to Ally but still get bullied and beat up by her, my parents are fighting at home, Ally has embarrassed me in front of the school and everyone except for my friends and Shawn have been laughing at me and commenting mean things to me and Shawn hasn't even TRIED to get out of Ally's grasp.

She has being flirting, talking, and technically pulling Shawn away from everyone else! I'm sick of this bullcrap, I get up and the bell rings. It's the end of the day I begin to walk home by myself since Bella was at home, sick, but feel hands push me forwards.

I was going downhill and roll down the hill. I finally stop. I sit on the ground and look at my palms. They're scraped and bleeding now and so are my knees.

I get up carefully, I look up to see who was at the top of the hill. I should've known, it was the bitch of the west; Ally and her posse.

I growl as they begin laughing. I being walking and limp a little as my ankle hurts like hell and I was starting to tense at the thought of Ally. I was done I was going to end all the hate, and pain right now.

I walk into the house. "Is anyone home!" I yell trying to sound as normal as possible as if I was never crying.

Nobody answered. I already knew Bella was in bed asleep. So I go up to my room and set up my phone and press record and sit on my bed and look directly to the camera and speak....

"Hey guys, it's me, Skylar Smith... I just wanted to tell you that I'm sick and...and tired of everything everyone has put me..especially Ally, but she triggered the switch in my brain that..that was it...that was my breaking point, Congratulations Allison Rose, you've finally broken me, Skylar Smith..Im done, I don't understand living anymore. What's the point? Everyone hates me and my so called 'boyfriend' hasn't even spoken to me. I've thought of self-harm before but never thought it was serious, but now, what's the point, it don't matter if I do it anymore. I've been doing it since Ally started bullying me but now, I'm putting my misery to an end. Bye guys..Skylar signing off.....forever.."

I post the video and wait for the comments to see if just maybe someone cares. As I hear my laptop beep and quickly look but...it's hate comments.

@allyrose-good kys already not like anyone will care!

@tylertheboss- lol do I dare you!

@justinwong- over dramatic bitch, bet she's doing it just for the attention

My eyes get watery as I'm about to cry at all these things more and more keep coming. I get up quickly and roughly look through my draws and find my razors.

I run to the bathroom and lock the door crying. I taking out a razor and glide it against on my arm as I feel the stinging feeling as I cry.

It wasn't doing much anymore so I get up the floor and open the top cabinets and grab pills.
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Shawn's POV•
I get out of guitar practice. I start to walk home and hope to see Skylar and Ally wouldn't hold me back.

I pull out my phone and check my instagram I refresh and at the top I see a video of Skylar? She looked horrible, tears rolling down her cheeks, messy hair, stuttering.

I continue walking while watching the video. I grow more worried as the video goes on. As it ends I stop in my tracks.

I look through comments but on caught my eye. 'good kys not like anyone will care!' I clench my jaw. I start running but stop as I see Ally smiling.

"Hey Sh-" "fuck off, never talk to me or Skylar anymore, your dead to always have been, always will be" I say with the most serious face every.

I continue to run and hear Ally's voice in the distance. "She's probably dead already!" My heart drops. I running faster. I pull out my phone and call her mom.

She picks up after the third ring. "Shawn why are you calling me?" She asks confused. "Mrs. Smith YOU have to come right now please i-it's Sky!" I say still running towards the house rambling.

"Shawn, sweetie calm down, what's wrong with Sky?" She asks a little more worried. "She posted a video and I think she's going to k-kill herself p-please hurry!" I yell.

"Oh god.." she says before the phone goes dead. I get there, bolt up the stairs and another set of stairs. I hear loud sobbing from the bathroom snap my head to the bathroom.

I run over and bang on the door. "SKYLAR OPEN PLEASE" I yell through the door. I ram into the door trying to break it open.

I hear Isabella run toward me sniffling. "What's going on!" She yells. "Your sister is trying to kill herself!" I yell.

I felt bad but, I didn't want to lose her. I just couldn't.. we hear the ambulance and give each other a look she runs downstairs to get to her mom and I run into the door a couple more times.

It finally bursts open and I see her struggle opening a bottle of pills. I run to hear and see her arms cut.

"I can't get it open!" She cries harder. I try getting them out of her hand but she moves her hands away and tries harder. "NO SKY!"I say trying to tug it out of her hands.

As we fight over the container of pills, it pops open and all the pills fall all over the floor. "NOOO" she yells crying. I pull her into a hug and fall to the floor with her in my arms. Her sister and mom run into the room.

"Shhhh.." I try calming her. "I wanted die.." she faint sobs. Once that was said, I knew I could never leave her side.

I loved her with all my heart. All those 'I love yous' we had said to each other before weren't meaningful.

She was the love of my life...I had to tell her I loved her and that I mean it with all my heart. I want to always be in her life no matter what..
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I hope you guys enjoyed and if you didn't read my A/N at the top please do because it is vv serious! Btw I got this idea from a movie I watch on Netflix called Cyberbully staring Emily Osment as the main character who was amazing in it! so all credits go to the movie, no copyright intended and go check it out and I hope you all have a great day and ily all sm!💙xxx
-Marie💙💍
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