My What?!

I Shouldn't Care Right?

   Walking back, I jumped over Jungkook making him give me another piggy back ride.
   "Hey? Did you get hurt here to?" He hummed and turned his head towards me as I noticed a fading bruise on his neck. 'It doesn't seem recent.' I got off from his back and brought his shirt a little lower only to notice a few bruises going back down below his neck.
    "Are these....?" I frowned and shook my head trying to erase the thoughts building up in my head.
   "They're nothing." My heart stopped as he pulled up his shirt.
   "Nothing? Clearly you wer-." I blinked trying to deny the fact that he was with someone else.
   "Tzuyu, sh-"
   "Oh so its a girl? And it did happen?" I asked trying to stay calm. "Its okay."
   "Its-" he reached out to take my hand and I instantly backed away.
   "No! Don't... don't touch me." I whispered silently while turning away from him.
   "Tzuyu lis-"
   "No! You listen, I can't believe you would do that."
   "We're not even toge-"
   "Exactly! Its not fair Jungkook! You're not fair!"
   "Li-"
   "You can get jealous and all mad when I talk to someone, but when it comes to you its okay to be around and do that! With others?" I blinked away the tears threatening to escape.
   The expression he had on, made me heart shatter. It was true. I walked away while looking up to the sky not believing what he has confirmed. He didn't need to say it. It was all true.
   "Tzuyu.." I pushed away his arm roughly and turned around.
   "What do you want? Go to her. Give her the child you've always wanted. Go marry her if you want to. Not like I care anyways." I smiled softly. "Just stay away from me."
   After saying that I turned around once again leaving a stunned and guilty Jungkook.
   'Don't look back. Don't look back.' I kept chanting in my head. As soon as I reached the corner, I turned and ran. I ran as fast as I could, refusing to let the tears run across my cheeks as I passed through alley ways and without knowing it, I was standing in front of Mingyu's house.
   I've been here a few times. All those times only working on projects and dancing when we felt like it.
   I wiped the tears that bubbled up in my eyes and took a deep breath before softly knocking on the door. I backed away with a small smile as the door opened the door to reveal a slightly taller male.
   "Mingyu! You have a visitor!" Then he turned towards me and motioned for me to come in. "You are here for Mingyu right?" I slightly nodded afraid that if I made a wrong move I'd start crying.
   "Sit down! I'll get you a cup of juice, or do you want something warm? It's kind of cold outside."
   "Anything is fine." I softly whispered with a small small as he left right way to the kitchen. After a few seconds he came back with a cup of hot chocolate.
   "Thank you." I whispered and took a sip of the drink while burning my tongue a little. I placed the cup on top of the table then tried to steady my breath.
   "What's wrong?" I looked up, panicking as I felt my heart tighten.
   "I uh..." My eyes were itchy, "nothings wrong." I looked up and once I saw the concern on his face my voice hitched and I was able to feel the tears sliding down my cheeks.
   "It's okay, just let it out." I felt his arms wrap around me as tears wouldn't stop coming and I was having a hard time breathing. Soon enough my breathing got composed as he rubbed gentle circles around my back.
   "Tzuyu? What's wrong?" I looked up and found an unfamiliar face looking back at me.
   "Jung..." I wasn't able to finish before I started crying again. "Ju-jungkook... He" Thinking, let alone, saying his name made the tears come out even more.
   "Joshua? Seungkwan? What happened?" I felt the change in arms and heard Mingyu's voice, but I wasn't able to see him due to my blurry eyes.
   "She said something about Jungkook."
   "Tzuyu? What happened with Jungkook?" I felt his thumbs wipe over my tears and then made me face him.
   "He was... He had" I wasn't able to finish because I felt my heart ache over thinking about what happened earlier.
   "I didn't know you had something with Jungkook?" I stood frozen while staring up at Seungkwan, the guy who previously held me.
   "I... I don't..." I mumbled softy and looked away.
   "So it's a crush?" I didn't need to look up to know it wasn't any of the three boys in front of me.
   'Was it a crush? Is that why I'm so affected?'
   "So you're crushing on Jungkook, but he has a girlfriend, so that's why you're sad?" I shook my head and turned to the new voice.
   "No Seungkwan, Jungkook hasn't had a girlfriend since I've known him."
   "What Vernon said is true." I looked over at who I assume was Joshua. "Up until now he's never had a girlfriend."
   "Actually, once you came, he's been pushing away those who he'd usually end up flirting with." I have to admit, I liked being left out of their conversation. It made me avoid questions they'd be asking.
   "What time are you going home? Want me to give you a ride?" I looked up at Joshua and then at Mingyu.
   "I was actually gonna ask if I can stay over tonight." I mumbled softly avoiding all of their gazes.
   "Of course you can! Vernon and I were just heading out actually. And Joshua? Do you think you can give us a ride? Bye Tzuyu!" After that being said they all left out the door like if a shark with legs was coming out for them.

    "You can sleep here." We were up in a girly looking room. "There's clothes in the closet for tomorrow. Whatever I do, just go along with it." I frowned but nodded anyways.
   "Thanks Mingyu, goodnight."