Rebel Love Song

Chapter 3- Nervous? Oh yeah

I was falling into his outlawed arms... looking at those tender brown eyes... with his beautiful, almost perfect smile... 

"I love you" he said while he held me. I tried to say it back, but couldn't...

Suddenly 'rebel love song' starts playing, and i slowly open my eyes. I looked at my clock, it read 5:00 am. I just wanted to go back to sleep and dream about him. That's when it hit me, i'm going to Los Angeles. Just the thought of it made me smile like crazy and I got out of bed to get ready. I took the clothes that i had bought for today since all of my clothes and stuff was packed away in 10 suitcases. 

I went into the bathroom and took a quick shower, and got dressed. I blow dried my wet hair and then started to straighten my long black hair. I felt the need to be perfect today, i'm going to meet my real dad today, also my brother. My hands began to sweat, meaning i'm getting really nervous. I took a couple long breaths and tried to keep calm.

After my hair i did my normal makeup. Black and sliver eye shadow on my upper lid, and some black eyeliner on my water line. Also some blush and lip gloss to finish it. I went down stairs to see that my family was already up and almost ready to go. I saw the time from my cell phone and saw it was 5:45 am. The plane was leaving at 6:15, so we had to hurry. I saw that my brother and dad had already put my suitcases in the car. 

On the way to the airport, everyone was quiet. I never liked 'good byes', i just dont feel anything, not even sadness. I just was one of those persons that keep their feelings bottled up. 

At 6 am we finally got out, and took out my suitcases, everyone in my family helped, well my mom didn't, because she was holding my 4 year old brother who was still asleep. We got to the terminal, and i hugged my brothers and sister. Then i got to my parents. 

"I love you so much sweety, never forget it. So go and be someone. Be successful in everything you do. I'll miss you, my little girl" my dad told me. 

"I love you too daddy, i'll work hard to make you proud, I promise." i said hugging him. 

When i got faced my mom, she was crying. "i love you so much, please take care of yourself, theres a lot of bad guys" she said.

"mom don't worry, i'm a big girl now. I promise i'll call you once a week" i said. She nodded while we hugged.

I started walking down the long hallway to get to the plane, when i got there, one of the stewardess lead to my seat in first class. I guess my real dad wanted to make up for all the years he missed. 

I looked out the window and started to doze off. When i woke up, it was 7:30. Great, only 30 more minuets. I got up from my seat and went to touch up my make up and hair. I just wanted to look good, my first time in LA, who doesn't? I returned to my seat and listened to music. Then Set the World on Fire came on and thoughts of Jinxx flooded my mind. Will he like me? Will he see me as another fan? I was getting really nervous and scared. I just hope i wont fall when i see my dad, just cause i'm wearing heels. You can say i'm a really girly rocker girl. 

Sudenly Ashley by Escape the Fate came on, and I started to think about my outlaw, he was perfect to me. I smiled to hard. Wait, i cant be thinking about him. Hes famous, he sleeps with any fan and hes one of my brothers friends. So no way...

I realized that we barely landed and i got up and got my hand bag. I put on my sunglasses and walked out of the extremely long hall, i smiled and thought to myself "I'm finally in LA". 

I started to walk towards the area that you get your suitcases, and realized Jinxx was there, along with was... Our dad. 

My dad just stood there and looked at me. I ran up to him and hugged him tight

"finally i get to hug my little girl" he said. 

I just looked at him and smiled. I was speechless, i didn't know what i should say. Suddenly Jinxx hugged me and said "Finally i can be a big brother and try to kill every guy that comes near you" 

"oh really? Well I don't think your gonna have a problem. Guys and me... don't mix" i said. 

"Little sis, i have some advice for you.. Your not in Mexico anymore. Guys here are more opened about girls." he said. 

"Well thanks for the advice." i said.

"oh yeah, Jinxx's body guard is putting your stuff in my car, you will be riding with Jinxx, i hope you don't mind" dad said

"Ok, its not a problem for me" i said smiling at jinxx.

"Yeah, its fine, don't-.... how can you not fall in those shoes???" Jinxx said looking at my heels. 

"Their not that bad, their very confortable" I said trying hard not to laugh at his reaction

That's when his body guard came to tell us that the car is ready. We all nodded and started walking towards the exit. When we stepped out, there was like more than 50 fans, and also paparazzi. I thought i was gonna go blind. We finally reached Jinxx's car and drove off slowly cause of the paparazzi in front of us. Finally we reached the highway. 

"Is it always like this?" I asked

"Sometimes" he said, keeping his eyes on the road. 

And i just thought to myself, This is gonna be fun.. :)