Only Time Will Tell

Why why why?!

Dee's POV:

"Let me take care of you." "Miranda, stop." I said, slightly pushing her away from me.

We were at this party and this girl I met a few months ago was trying to have x with me. 

"Calm down, don't be scared. I can see the look in your eyes that you want this just as bad as I do." She said, dragging me towards a room.

"I don't wanna do this." I said, trying to pull away. I wasn't scared of poonani, I just don't think she's ready for me.

"You lil boy." She scoffed, letting my hand go. "Just because I turned you down?" She shifted on her feet.

"No. Because you fighting it." I looked into her small eyes, I've never been with an Asian girl before. She's beautiful, and I don't wanna mess that up. But if she keep pushing me, ima fxck the shxt outta ha.

"I don't want you to be one of those girls. We've been talking for a while now and I want things to go at a steady pace, let's not rush." I said, holding her wrists.

She frowned. "So.... Your saying that you never want this?" I smiled a little. "I want all of this, I want us. Ran, you gotta give me time tho. I do want you just as bad, but-" She grabbed my sack and it went from there.

Best thing I've ever had, she was speaking in tongue, or it was just plain Chinese. Whatever it was, she was done with.

Neariah's POV:

"You look pretty." My mama said. I was still pissed at her, but knowing her, she could make me laugh in a second. One minute she's cussing me out and literally a few seconds later. She acting like ain't none  happen.

I want my dam phone back. The passion marks were still on my neck, but thank God that their fading after I  put tooth paste on em.

I nodded as I ate my food. I woke up earlier then my brothers this time. Their running around, getting ready for school.

"You know I don't mind you having a lil boyfriend, just don't do none stupid, I've told you before." My mama said. I mentally groaned. "Yea, I know." I said, wishing for my brothers to hurry the hell up.

I miss my best friends and I can't even have company. "Can Bec em come over today?" I asked. "Nope." She said, plainly and that's when I got up, walked out the kitchen and straight out the door. I'm not about to do this shxt.

Fxck fxck fxck. I can't even call them. I was out in the cold. I had on Fire's black zip up hoodie, which wasn't zipped up all the way, but the sleeves were super long, and they covered my hands. Some bleached washed high way jeans, my black furry Uggs, and a cream colored short sleeved shirt. My hair was in a neat bun, and I had some baby hoops in my ears. No makeup, as usual.

A walked over to Grey's car and jumped on the hood and waited for them.

"So she did all of that last night after we came home?" Grey asked after I told them what mama did. "Yea." I sniffled. "I still got my backup. You wanna hold it down?" I grinned. "Yea! You got it with you now?" "Nah. But you owe me." "I know." I knew it was too good to be true.

We got out the car and walked towards the school. "What you want me to do?" I asked him. "Just be in the living room tonight and stay up late so I wont get in trouble when I sneak back in." I smacked my lips when we walked into the school. It was so hot!

"Mama talking bout you don't get in trouble for sneaking in cause you can't brang home a baby." They started laughing. "She lied to you. We stay getting in trouble. Just try not to get caught again." Blu said, wrapping a arm around my shoulder.