Yoongi came back into his bedroom after getting changed into his bed clothes only to see Jimin sprawled across his sheets, his head hanging off the bed. Yoongi chuckled at the sight, causing his best friend to look up.
" aren't you supposed to be going home?"
"I guess..." Jimin replied. "But its nicer here."
"And why is that?"
"Because my best ever hyung is here and he's nice to me. Aren't you?"
Yoongi scoffed. "Depends whether you get off my bed or not"
"Can't we share?" Jimin pouted. "It's big enough for two!"
"Fine, only for a bit though." As soon as he saw Jimins wide grin reappear, Yoongi chuckled and sat down next to him. Jimin fidgeted around for a moment, trying to get up straight and sit properly.
He then rolled to the other side of the bed, allowing enough room for Yoongi to lie down next to him. And he did, curling up on his side to face his best friend. Jimin did the same and soon they were both staring each other straight in the eye. Jimins smile seemed to make the room feel brighter than ever.
"I wish we could do this more often" Jimin mumbled
Yoongi chuckled. "We can do it all you like" Yoongi closed his eyes and let out a long sigh. He could stay like this forever, Jimin was almost like a stress relief medicine; the boy didn't even have to talk to make Yoongi feel peaceful and at ease. But of Course Jimin had to be there, as long the boy was in his sight Yoongi would always be alright.
"Hey don't fall asleep on me!" The younger whined. "Or I'll have to leave"
"Ok ok" the older re opened his eyes to see Jimin pouting once again. "I said okay, stop doing that with your face"
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When Yoongi woke up it was about 9:30. At the point his eyes opened, he realised Jimin was no longer there in front of him. He sat up on the bed and looked behind him until he saw his best friend sat at his desk instead.
"what are you doing?" Yoongi asked furrowing his eyebrows. The younger seemed to be in full concentration, head down while he scribbled on a piece of paper in front of him. Jimin didn't answer - yoongi wil just have to get up himself then.
He swirled round and put his feet into some slippers on his bedroom floor before walking over to the desk. "answer your hyung." he said "why are you using my pencils and paper?"
Finally Jimin looked up to Yoongi with his usual terrifyingly cute smile. "i'm drawing a picture for you Hyung"
Yoongis face softened but still pulled a face "why?" He just wanted to stay with Jimin a while longer on the bed, maybe even cuddle.
"because you fell asleep hyung! I told you not to.."
"then why didn't you wake me up? plus Its pretty late shouldn't you have gone home by now? won't your parents be worrying?"
"No..." Jimin said returning to his drawing "my parents don't have to worry about me anymore.."
Yoongi scoffed and swivelled the chair around so Jimin faced him. He then took the pencil out of the boy's hand and cupped his cheeks. "Nonsense"
Jimin didn't look happy, not one bit. Yoongis smile faded due to the sadness that spread across the youngers face.
"Please don't do that hyung" Jimin said, tapping Yoongis hand. He let go, slightly surprised but more confused as to why Jimin looked so sad.
"Jimin are you ok?" Yoongi asked worriedly. "Did I say something to make you upset?"
"No" Jimin shook his head to his question "you didn't do anything.."
"Then what's wrong?"
Jimin sat quietly twiddling his fingers and as the silence grows longer Yoongi almost thinks the younger is about to tell him but he shakes his head once more. "Nothing, I promise"
Yoongi sighs and reaches up to the boy but he dodges his touch and Yoongi frowns. He wanted to brush Jimins hair off his forehead like he always used to do but the boy has become increasingly less affectionate. Jimin now has completely pushed skinship away and doesn't let Yoongi ever touch him. It makes the older sad. He just wants to hug Jimin and tell him whatever is bothering him will go away and he's always here for him. But he can't. And he doesn't know why.
"Look, I don't like it when your sad"
"I know, I know. I'm sorry" Jimin looked down to his hands in his lap. "I don't want to worry you or make you sad"
"How about I bring some cookies up and then you can stay for a little while longer?" Yoongi asks in attempt to make the boy feel better.
Jimin looks up with a weak smile and nods.
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Yoongi wakes up again and when he checks his clock it's 3 am. He wonders when he even fell asleep.
He remembers bringing up cookies from his kitchen and finding Jimin sat back on his bed waiting for him. They sit together and talk and eat cookies. Yoongi must have gotten tired half way through and Jimin probably left.
Yoongi sighs and lies back down turning on his bed to face the wall. He misses Jimin a lot, even if he was with him for the whole day. Yoongi misses him all the time, to the point where he thinks it's unhealthy. He can't help it.
The older thinks of him before he falls asleep once again. However he can't keep asleep, Yoongi always has to wake up somehow, sometimes he has horrible nightmares or just feels restless. The nightmares all end up being the same story though. It's always of a road with busy cars and someone is always crossing at the wrong time... you can see where it goes from there.
Yoongi hated it but had grown used to dreaming of it. The first time he got the dreams he always woke up screaming or crying, he had many sleepless nights and still do.
