Patrick,
Hi, I had so many things I wanted to say to you but chose not to. I can't. I won't.
We're not really each others type, or so we thought. When we first met we were both in a relationship with someone. I don't even like you back then. I thought you're so full of yourself. That's why I can't believe my boyfriend when he gets jealous of you. I don't even talk to you. I got mad because of that. It was like he was accusing me of liking you. That was when we started talking to each other. Things gone south with my boyfriend and eventually we broke up. I got so fed up with his jealousy streak.
At that time, you were having problems with your relationship. You said you broke up. That's when we became really close. You are my boy version. We share the same humor and wit. We could talk about everything under the sun. Maybe that's when I started liking you. You seem to know me so well, or maybe because were so alike.
We would hang out with our other friends, bought same things, go places. People were asking if were together, but we would always say we aren't, cause that's the truth. We've never been together. We are just friends and more. I don't know. Maybe it's me. Maybe it's you. Maybe because we never talked about our feelings towards each other. Or maybe it was just my feelings. Maybe you don't feel the same, or maybe because your still in a relationship and you're keeping it from me.
I just want to say that, I did like you, back then. I'm always happy when were together. I was so happy I'm so close to ruining you relationship with her. That's why I decided to stay away from you. I don't want to be that kind of girl.
I want you to know that your my what ifs and maybes. You're that and more for me. You are my "the one that got away".
Sincerely yours,
Ate
