Jungkook: you dont know?
Taehyung: Dont know what?
Jungkook: ....
Jungkook: my best friend killed himself
Start: jan 16 ish
End: march 1st ish
#530 in fanfiction 6·10·17
#247 in kpop 6-2-18
TRIGGER WARNING - story contains talk about suicide
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Tae: since Yoongi couldnt see split with us yesterday he took us out for drinks Tae: the cup holder matches my mask I love it Tae:
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Kookie: nice
Tae: Yeah Tae: so how are you?
Kookie: okay... Kookie: I talked to my mom for the first time in a while...
Tae: oh yeah? Tae: how did it go?
Kookie: she brought me my lunch like usual Kookie: usually she'd knock and leave it outside the door, but when she knocked I answered it Kookie: it was weird seeing her. She looks put together but I can tell that shes just as much of a mess as I am Kookie: she smiled at me and handed me my lunch and turned to go afterwards but I invited her in Kookie: She just sat on my bed and looked around my room before telling me it looked different and cleaner than it used to. I just nodded. Kookie: after that it was silent for a bit until she pulled me in for a hug. I could hear her sniff and trying not to cry and she just kept telling me how much shes missed me. I didn't know how to reply so I just cried too Kookie: she also said his mom stops by sometimes and asks about me. Said that some of the meals i eat are brought by her. Kookie: and that she loves me like a third son and she feels the need to care for me, even though my mom does it herself perfectly fine. Kookie: and then later I told her that I think I might be getting better. I myself am not entirely sure if its true, but I think it could be true soon. Kookie: It made me feel so much better to actually talk to someone face to face Kookie: I wish I had the strength to do it more often
Tae: wow Tae: thats really great!! Tae: i'm happy you were able to speak with her and that you think you may be getting better Tae: I can tell you are, too
Kookie: yeah Kookie: maybe next time I could talk to his mom. Kookie: but I dont know when there will be a next time...
Tae: im sure it will be soon
Kookie: idk... Kookie: Its late. I should try to sleep
