The new me [on hold]

I've had a rough past. Something that made me not to trust anyone or thinking they will just leave without even saying good bye. I have went threw it once and I never want to go threw it again. That moment when you smile and hug your bestfriend for the last time. Thinking they will never leave but that very same day they fly accross the country, and leave you behind. At that very moment, my life changed, from love to hatred and from fat to skinny also trying to prove everyone of my haters. I am going to show them the real me. Then they will be sorry and hopefully feel bad. I have a voice, and I am going to use it.