Drugs and a little bit of love

Its positive

Chapter 4

Wavs POV

We got back to the apartment and lily was still crying. I done everything in my power to help her calm down but nothing worked. James was the guy who was there for her the first time she attempted to kill herself. He was there before I was to help her. He helped her recover got her a job and got her clean. Lily came out of her bedroom smiling and sat next to me
"You okay lil"
"I'm good lets watch something did you put on the pizza?"
"I did.. what do you want to watch?"
We watch something and both fell asleep cuddling

The next morning

I woke to screaming. Painful screaming
I ran to where it was coming from and lily was standing at her mirror clawing at her neck
"Why won't these go away. These are the only reminder I have of him and I want them gone.." she cried
I took her hands away from her neck and massaged cream into her neck and she thanked me
"I love you wav"
"I love you too. Now do this everyday when ever you can I'll even do it for you. They will go away soon don't you worry. Now I have to go to work. But you can come with me or will you be okay here alone ? "
"I will be fine don't worry about me"
"I always worry about you"

I left for work regretting leaving her alone but I had to.

Lily's pov

I sat on my bed looking at my wrists and arms knowing I shouldn't but wanting to reopen my scars. I ran to the kitchen and searched for the knife but I couldn't find any there was non. I slid to the floor and cried
"I love you Waverly" I cried out she had left a note in the drawer saying
"I didn't want to have to do this. But I'm worried about you so I have gotten rid of all the knifes. I don't want you going back to old habits just cause some guy. I'm here and I'm gonna be your rock"
I texted her saying I loved her and that I was sorry that I had the urge to hurt myself again.
I sat in the couch eating ice cream and watching skins
I texted James
"Because of you I wanted to use a knife on my body again. I wanted to hurt myself do bad like last time where I lost a pint of blood.. Unlucky for me I have someone who cares about me and she took all the knifes away. I hate you James"
I fell asleep and was not awoken by a text or call

A week later

I woke up and wav was cooking the smell made me want to be sick so I ran to the toilet and spew my guts up. I cried as I was sick cause I hated being sick
Wav ran through
"Omg no it's happening again isn't it."
I cried to her
"No wav. It's not I have over come that but this is much worse. I'm late"
"It's okay your not having a baby don't worry..I'll go get you some tests and I'll be back in an hour okay."
She went away and I sat on the bathroom floor being sick then I went for a shower to clean myself as I felt so dirty
"I'll never get away from that boy " I cried as I let the steaming hot water trickle down my body
I got out wrapped a towel around my body and wav came home
"Here we will do this together"
After a few minutes we looked at it was positive...
"I'm keeping it Waverly. I want to"
"I support  you babe. I'll be its dad" we both laughed and I went to get ready
"Lets go out for dinner