Shitty Feelings And Shitty Poems

Emptiness

No matter how many men say
they want me.
No matter how many people
stare at me.
No matter how much attention
I am given;
I will always feel empty.
I will always feel like there's this
Void in me
That screams for love
That screams for attention.
No matter how many boys say
that I'm the one.
No matter how many people
say I mean the world to them.
My heart still aches for love,
attention, and affection.
I want real feelings.
I want a real relationship.
I'm not here for that 1-6 month
bullshit.
I want years.
I want someone to dedicate their life to me.
But maybe I'm to needy..
So I'll just go with the countless men that want me
And with the boys who say I'm the one.
Because I know they'll never feel real love,
and neither will I.