Somehow
Today
You bested essays,
Before they stole your happiness.
And I know it wasn't me who helped
At all
For obvious reasons.
But I wonder,
How?
1.
"
I smell heartbreak on my hands
I feel sick to my stomach as I begin to stand
I see your outline in my bed
In the same spot I watched ... rest his head
I've done you wrong, I regret it
I write this song, tryin' to forget it
I feel this emptiness in my chest
It feels surreal, but I'm feeling stressed
I need to do something
I fucked up, for nothing
Now I gotta just tell someone
Tell someone what I've done
Please bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire
Like gasoline
Bathe me now, wash me clean
Just set my heart on fire
Like gasoline
Oh no, like gasoline
I wake up, the morning after
You call but I don't answer
And I can't look you in the eye
No matter how hard I try
You deserve a forever
Not a boy looking for better
But as long as you're still here
I'll try to keep you near
"
