My first love ... ❤️

Chapter 5💋 ( part 2)

Meek

I pulled my phone out and called her like 5000 times.
She ain't my answer me so I got worried as fuck. I ran up to the VIP, and went to Joyy.

"Bra nicki just ran off. Help me find her, she don't need to be out this late walking around L.A"

Joyy: what the fuck you mean. What did you do meek? She said with her eyes getting watery

" Ian do shit ! Just come on."

She looked at jay and told him she would call him later. But he insisted that he came with us to help. Joyy started crying.

Joyy: what the fuck meek why wouldn't you run after her. That's my Bestfriend, this shit is dangerous it's 12 sum in the morning and she's half drunk !

"I thought she was going to the car or something I wasn't thinking straight I'm sorry man, I know let's go get her for anything does happen."

Jay: you Trippin dawg.

I rubbed my hands down my waves and looked over at syd she was starting at me shaking her head. She walked over to me.

Syd: if you go . me and you are done... why you worried about nicki?

Joyy was looking At me hard and crying at the same time she was looking at me like she wanted to kill me.

Joyy: meek you gotta be fucking kidding me. You serious right now yo?

I looked back at syd and looked back at Joyy.

"Well damn syd, I wanted to stay with you but I guess we done." I kissed her forehead and we walked off.

Joyy asked me what happened and I told her ...... she was about to slap me but jay held her back. She was so mad and I felt so bad. Ian mean for nun of this shit to happen. We hopped in my car and drove off in the direction she was in. Praying that she was okay.

Nicki

Hurt. Is all I could say. Like how the fuck! How the fuck you gone get mad at me for hanging with drake. But when I tell you how I feel you just gone tell me some shit I don't want to here. Heart is broken. All I can do about it is drink. Drink the pain away. I'm not supposed to be drinking. But I don't even care. Everyone was blowing up my phone so I had to turn it off. I just wanted to be alone me and my drinks. By ourselves enjoying eachother. Well me enjoying them.

I was in a bar the music was blasting. I felt my self gettin tipsy. I didn't care. I didn't care who saw me , who was taking pictures of me, who was talking about me none of that. Gone keep drinking until I can't drink anymore.

Meek

"Yo I know where nicki at one of my Patnas just hit me up telling me he seen her she at the bar down the street. Thank God."

Joyy: NO! No thank God .. are you dumb meek. if nicki is drinking right now. You just started a whole problem my dude.

"FUCK!"
I said getting angry. I forgot all about her drinking problem. FUCK! What the FUCK! I just wanted to punch something.

I pulled into the bar and ran in leaving the car on not giving no fucks. I looked around for nicki at the bar. I didn't see her at first but then I seen her with her head down. I went to her and lifted her head. She had mascara all down her checks and her eyes were blood shot red.

Joyy: nickiiii! Are you okay I was so worried.

Nicki: yyyea yuuea. I'm I'm in fine. She said with a deep slur.

"Baby, Im sorry. I just wanted you to see how I felt. I love you and that's never going to change. So come on let's go home."

She punched me in my lip.
Nicki: gettt the fuckk off of me meek! I wi.. she started laughing out of nowhere.

Joyy and joy carried her out of the seat and into the car . She could barely walk so they had to. After they put her in the car Joyy came to me.

Joyy: you better hope she doesn't get addicted again. One drink can mess up everything meek. You fucking idiot.

I sat in the back with A now knocked out nicki. She kept ranting so I made her close her eyes and chill. She dozed off. She was sleep and I laid her on my lap.

I stared at her sleep. She sonbeautiful even when she's crying and it's mascara all down her face. I pulled her hair back behind her ear. And kissed her cheek.

"I'm sorry baby. I didn't mean to hurt you baby."

Even though she couldn't hear me.. it had to be said. A Nigga eyes stared getting watery just to know that I caused her this pain..

Joyy dropped us off at my house and Joyy told me to call her in the morning or if nicki wakes up. Ima make sure i do that cuz she already on my case.

I carried nicki into my house and waved off Joyy and Hov. I took her up to my room. And grabbed a wet rag to wipe off the running mascara. I took of her fit and I dressed her in one my shirts. I tucked her in bed she was still asleep .

I threw off my clothes and hopped in the shower. After I got out I put on a shirt and some shorts. I grabbed her phone off the dresser and cut it on. I seen messages from me . Joyy. Cuddy buddy. And her manager.

I went to the Cuddy buddy ass Nigga message and opened it up.

CuddyBuddy☺️😘: when Ima see you again ? Been craving that pussy👀.

I had to text this Nigga something back cuz he wasn't seeing her no more.

Me: you not seeing her again my nigga 😂 whatever yall had it's done wit.

After texting that I locked her phone and put it back from where I found it. I cut off the light And laid down in the bed. Just thinking about everything. I was just hoping nicki was okay and this doesn't start anything from the past. But I was happy to be laying beside my first love once again.

/// yall showed hella love on my last chapter so can y'all do that for all of them🙄🙄. If y'all keep it up y'all gone have new chapters every night 😂. Fav and comment tho. Sorry for any mistakes 💋///l