Hello guys! So here's the first chapter. I decided to upload it sooner than it originally planned. Enjoy!
Benjamin (Benjie) POV
Ever have that feeling like something is missing and you don’t know what, but somehow you know for sure that there’s something missing and without it you will never be complete ? Well in my case, I know what has been missing from my whole 18 years of life. Mate. I haven’t met my mate yet. And I wonder why. I mean, all my bestfriends even my Beta-Erick has found their mate not so long after they have turned 17. And here I was, the 18 year old Alpha of the Moonlight pack-the strongest pack in the world, all alone with no mate. Pathetic? Well yes.
Everything about my life was so perfect. I have my parents who always been there for me no matter what, my bestfriends who I always could rely on, my pack who always treat me with respect. So why was I still feel empty? My mom always told me about how wonderful it was when she met my dade-her mate. She said it was like a love at the first sight. Your mate supposed to have this intoxicating smell that draws you in like no other, it put you in daze and that’s right when your wolf will fight to take control to scout out where the source is. Once you found your mate and your eyes met with them, you will feel as though you can see through each other’s souls. When you touch your mate you will feel this electricity shocks that will make your body tremble with desire. You will feel like there are only the two of you and the world around you will seems to fade and nothing else seems mattered.
Sometimes I wonder if I will ever find my mate. I’ve been looking for my mate for a year now. I’ve started looking for her since I’ve turned 17, because that’s when a werewolf considered “mature” enough to find and feel the mate connection with their mate. I’ve never been stopped looking for her ever since. But no matter how hard I tried, I have never found her. It’s also possible for a werewolf not finding their mate because one of them could have been dead before they got the chance to meet. It’s very rare but it’s possible. What if I was one of them. What if I would have never found my mate because she’s....dead. I felt my wolf whimpered at the thought. I couldn’t even bear the thought of my mate dying. No, I have to think positively. I know she’s out there, somewhere, she has to be. And I will find her for sure... .
“Benjie! Get your lazy ass downstairs, breakfast is ready! You have 30 more minutes before school started!”, my train of thoughts were interrupted by the loud voice of my mom yelling from downstairs.
“Yes mom!”, I yelled back grabbing my backpack and slung them over my shoulder while running downstairs to meet everyone else at the kitchen. When I said everyone, it’s including my parents, my little brother-Kevin, my beta Erick, and Stacy Erick’s mate. We are living at the pack main house together. All of my pack members are living at our territory. Each family has their own home, and mine happen to be the main pack house. The main pack house is big, more like a mansion than a house. Everyone are welcomed to live here. But most of my pack member prefer to live in their own house. So, it’s just me, my parents, Kevin, Erick and Stacy who lives here. Both of Kevin’s parents were dead in a rogue attack since he was four. He has been living with us ever since. He’s like a brother to me. My parents also considered him as their own son. They were so happy when he found Stacey-his mate and offered her to live with us right away which she immediately agreed.
“Morning”, I greet everyone as I plopped myself down to sit on my usual seat between Erick and my 8 years old brother-Kevin.
“Good morning”, everyone answered simultaneously. We began to eat and my mom began to talk about random things and soon everyone began to talk to each other. I’ve just kept listening to their chatter and add some small comment here and there when it’s necessary. I don’t really feel like talking and I’ve been feeling weird this morning. My wolf keep stirring relentlessly and I could practically see him pacing back and fourth in my mind. I can’t help but wonder what could be possibly bothering him that much? He has never been like this before. He usually calms and collected. What’s the matter with him?
