♦Love Diamond♦ - [k.m.g + c.s.c + h.v.c + j.w.w]

chapter 5

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ hotel, Tokyo, Japan
Mingyu POV

I lost control. I couldn't stand seeing him kiss our boyfriend so softly. I couldn't stand the thought of having made a promise without completely keeping it. I couldn't stand to be there anymore.
I got out of the pool, gathered my things and went to my room. I didn't want to bring their mood down, we should all be happy now that we're finally in Japan; but I did. I completely fucked up on our first night here.
All I wanted was happiness, however, Wonwoo was never too lovey dovey with me.
There was a time, maybe in our 2 month anniversary, when I had finally mastered up the courage to ask him to be my one and only boyfriend. But I saw it all.
Seungcheol was kissing him aggressively
and Vernon was working on his lower body.
In that damned night I had to arrive home earlier than ever, I just had to, didn't I?
After that, I completely put off the idea of having Wonwoo all to myself, he would never want a serious and romantic relationship with me.
He belonged to no one.
Wonwoo was never going to be mine.
And that's why I accepted our open relationship, because that was the only way for me to be intimate with Wonwoo.
If I hadn't accepted to share my love with Hansol and S.Coups I would never have him as more than a friend; but I wouldn't forget how his kisses tasted and would torture myself for it.
I chose the best option.
It was all of us or nothing.

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Sooo, my classes start tomorrow and I'm really worried about this fanfic, because I feel like I've already lost the main idea... I'm really confused. If anybody still wants to read this story, please tell me, because I think I'll put this idea on hold until I solve all my problems regarding this book, one of them being lack of creativity at this point. Goodbye for now ~<3