Insecurities| August Alsina

You again

Wynter Eloise.

The next morning , my head was hurting so bad , it felt like a hammer was banging against my temple. Groaning inaudibly , i run out of the bed and into the bathroom. Noticing it wasn't mine.

I threw up , hanging around the toilet , asking myself why did i get so pissy last night?

I rub my forehead , crying. I hated throwing up.   

The minute i was going to get up , my body lunged forward and i threw up constantly.

Making sure i was done throwing up. I flush the toilet. Wiping my eyes . I inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly as i looked at myself in the mirror. Seeing i was only in my lingerie . This wasn't my bathroom. Where the hell was i?

I rummaged through the drawers trying to find a toothbrush and some toothpaste.

Once i found some , i brushed my tongue so hard , bristles were falling off.

I brushed around twice to wipe  away any after taste of throw up.

Once i was satisfied , i walked back into the bed room , seeing i was alone.

But the other side of the bed was messy and empty. Meaning i slept with someone.

I rummaged through the drawers putting on A pair of sweats and a tee shirt.

I fuddle with my curls as i walk downstairs smelling food. I smiled a little.

I hum as i come near .

I was met with a slender but sexy milky back.

" mmm. This smells good. " i hum as i go near trying to find out who was cooking.

I love a man that can cook.

But i was rudely mistaking thinking it was someone gorgeous , it was that god awful August.

" Wynter , ya up. 'Bout got damn time. " he said . As he scrambles the eggs , he reaches in the cabinet, pulling out some aspirins.

" There's some Voss in the fridge. " he said while handing me aspirins.

" Why are you being nice? " i ask getting a voss.

I heard him chuckle then drags it out. I roll my eyes at him.

" Where is my dress? " i ask him.

" I put it on the side of the bed . Ya told me to - ya got stupid drunk last night . Ya know that?  " he said.

" i'm aware. My body hates me for it. Was i ... uhm. Was i acti- "

" Yes. you were. " he chuckles as i face palm myself .

" I'm sorry. i wouldn't have acted like that if i was sober. Just please know that. " i say rubbing my face.

" Noted. Food's done. "  he said while handing me plate . i licked over my bottom lip . it looked so good. He cooked thick pancakes , tons of bacon , scrambled cheese eggs.

" Do you have apple juice? " i asked him as i stuck a piece of bacon in my mouth. I loved the sweet taste.

He doesn't say anything but gets a bottle of minute made out and sits it next to me.

" Thank you. " i say as i fork out some eggs with my bacon.

" You know , you aren't all bad as you made yourself seem last night. " I say .

" how was i last night ? " he asks innocent

" really? lets not even go there. You were so rude. " i say picking up the syrup and put a load of it on my pancakes.